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well i went to the school he gave me a list of things which sounded interesting, including pharmacy tech, ha ha ,just kidding, a lot of warehouse specialistst, some fiberoptic choices. my problem is the math thing on some of these. one was called warehouse and distribution specialist which sounded very interesting. i will give them a look an tell ya about them monday. i still have to figure out how to make enough money to make a christmas for my kids, these unexpected bills sure took the stuffing out of this one. well anyway i send you guys, tina, ba, molly, danny, and the others lots of love you guys stay cool!!!!!
in Christ's Love
johnny
Johnny, Fiberoptic is huge. Being from the technology field, I can only recommend you look that way. Ya, the math sucks, but you can also take a class to help you with that. I was/am always good with math. Just go in with your eyes open, my man. YOU can do this.

Danny "going back for my law degree" OB343
Johnny:

I went back to college at age 23 while taking one class. I got my BA when I was 30. I was an active sober member of AA during that time and that is truly the only way I could have done it. When you're clean anything is possible. I was a waitress for 12 years and now I have worked in sales for a pharmaceutical company for six years. Do the footwork and great things will come.

Rachel
moring rachel..

atoz, you are funny, the pharm techs make good money, but I could never trust myself either...
kerry
John, also warehouse and distribution is a HUGE industry. It's pretty capital intensive but "getting a box from point A to point B" brings huge rewards..JMHO
Hey Kerry....find that tree yet...
So how are this morning.....got a question....you posted that you only took 4 yesterday, so forgive me for this but is that good or bad for you, wasn't sure how to respond.....I think it is good but didn't know if you did. I do know that you can't wait to chuck them in the ocean......
Hugs coming your way,
Tina
Tina, that is good. I didn't go through hell and back to get clean, and I feel I let myself down.to start over with something else.... I don't know if I am just being a baby, but I went through way too much to take something that will give you withdrawls.
I got some strength yesterday, and I know that I can do it. I just applied the principles that I learned when dealing with the compulsion. I don't know if it is habit, but I catch myself reaching for the bottle, every hour, and believe me, I know that can take hold and fester....
It sucks and I don't want to walk around in pain....
I also never ever ever want to have to have a pill again to feel normal...and that is what I am setting myself up for....
I have that addictive thinking....and could abuse anything....
What I am trying to get to, I think, is that I don't really trust myself. The longer I let this ride, the better chance I have of coming back here in a year, on 20 a day, and wondering how it happened..
Anyway, I gotta get off here....
I will talk to you later,
Kerry