I'm Back!

Pain Pills
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Hey everyone! about a year or so ago i was on here posting with the rest of you. I can't remember my old user name... but, I am back!
I got off the pain pills for awhile with the help of suboxone... well, that didn't seem to work for me. I slept all the time and was still in a lot of pain. My doc took me off it (btw, I switched doc's) and put me back on pain pills. he put me on perocet (5mg), was taking vicodin, and he also put me on a pain patch. (duragesic 25mcg/hr). well, I have had enough! I quit the pain patch, with my doc's approval. and he gave me 7.5mg of percocet. He gave me 40 of them last tuesday, to last till Saturday night, and one for sunday morning. and then I am suppose to go in Monday morning at 9 to start the suboxone again. well, needless to say, I have only 1 percocet left.... to last me all day today... the 40 would have been enough, if i didn't wake up in the middle of the night in pain. but I did. Oh, and I am also taking 5mg of valium.... up to 4 times a day, while trying to get off the pain meds.
well, been through this before, and it really sucks! i am scared! i hate the withdrawls symtems! they suck! you know the feeling, restless, irratibility, dirria, throwing up, gitters, sleeplessness, the PAIN, all of it! does anyone have any helpfull suggestions to help me through the next two days????? I would greatly appreciate any advice! I have been through this before, but, right now I am sooooo damn (sorry for cusssing) scared!!! oh he also gave me clonedine (1mg) to start taking sunday to help with "stress".... but is there anything else anyone can think of? i can't keep ANYTHING in me, water, food, pop, ANYTHING.... it just runs right through me. I am a single mom and have two kids to take care of. uhhh, how am I suppose to do that???? when I can't even take care of myself! I am a mess and I really hate this. I know I can do it. but HOW??????? and what if the suboxone don't work again??
any suggestions????? thanks all for listening to my story... please, any advice or encouraging words will help! thank you so very much!!! Jac
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Oh! i just remembered my name from before!!! LOL it was MrsLadyJ!! does anyone remember me??????? IF so, please get in touch with me! You all were so helpful before! and I miss your supposrt! thanks again! and GOD Bless.....
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i am so happy so see ya posting !!!
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Thumper..... I missed ya! glad you are still here! how are you????? i hope all is well with you! so glad you remember me! :)
sure is going to be a long weekend! LOL i just took a nap and that helped, but, it's still only noon...... i've got 45 more hours to go to see the doc....LOL and counting down!
thanks for posting!!
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how are you feeling??
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well, concidering, as of right now i am feeling ok. not too bad. I think i will make it through Sunday!!! BUT, I JUST woke up! LOL
I think I might take the advice of...not sure who posted it...but she said IF i have to stay on the pills for pain and for money reason, give them to my doc to dole out to me on a daily basis... I think that is a good idea. I could give them to my best friend. but i read somewhere on the net that is against the law...??? but, I really don't abuse them. BUT, I'm not perfect with them either. AND I admit, I ususally do run out a day early, but in my opinion it is because I wake up in the middle of the night in so much pain I take one or two....just so i can go back to sleep....

anyone have any thoughts on this? JUST until I can afford the sub. which that should be sometime around the 15th. so, only two more weeks of pain pills...
Would LOVE anyone and everyones input on this!!! Thank you so very much!!!
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jac..........

so your trying to get through today (sunday) until tomorrow becase your getting a new script ?

and then around the 15th your gonna start sub?

love
thumper
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well, i'm not sure what to do. I REALLY can't afford the sub right now, till i get paid on the 15th. and i have to work and i can't work in this state of mind. I substitute teach....so, i just don't know WHAT to do. yes, I see my doc tomorrow at 9am. I will go over ALL my options with him and see what he says. I really trust this new doc and believe in him! so, i guess I will wait and see what he says.... as of right now he is not chargingme for his office visits. he know i cna't pay them. he is letting me charge...and told me if someday i can pay them, if not.... and he just left it hanging...
so....once again....any advice?????? lol
i sure am asking for a lot right now! sorry!!!! but thank you for bein here for me once again!!!!
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i will say a prayer for you jac............

God bless you......

hot baths and drink cool water............

this to shall pass and it wll be tomorrow before ya know it...............
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Thanks Thumper! you are so wonderful! thank you so much for being here for me! love you and GREAT BIG ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

jac