i forgot to mention in my previous post that has my email address that anyone who would like to talk to me can email me there, please just make sure that u mention that u got my email address from here or i probly wont know who u are,lol sorry im a dork like that,lmfao.
hope to hear from u all soon...
STAY STRONG!!!!!,
blah,hi,
would love to chat,i have so much i wanna say.uber589@msn.com , hope to speak soon.
moe
would love to chat,i have so much i wanna say.uber589@msn.com , hope to speak soon.
moe
Hello moe I know what you are going through i myself was addictied to meth/ice. I have a total of 5 children but only 3 of them live with me due to the fact that my 4th child was taken by my own choice to live with my sister while I was using and my 5th child was put up for adoption because I know I am not capable of takeing care of her the way she deserves to be and I wanted what was best for her. I know how scared you must be I know I was whenI first really decicded to get clean. You don't necesarily have to go to rehab to get clean but go to na. The first and the hardest thing you have to do is admit that you have a problem and that you are powerless. You have to be completely honest with yourself and surrond yourself with people who know what you are going through and who can be there for you people that you can call whenever you need to because they care and want to help you. I know it is hard to trust people when you first get clean because I didn't. I only have 7 months clean and I am still just now learning how to trust people again. If you ever need to talk I would be more than willing to talk to you. Here is my e-mail feel free to send me a message Pandora200321548@wmconnect.com my name is Racheal. I hope to talk to you soon.
blah.
hi,would love to chat,my email is uber589@msn.com.hope to hear from you soon,thanks.
moe x
hi,would love to chat,my email is uber589@msn.com.hope to hear from you soon,thanks.
moe x
MOE,
where are u sweety? i have been trying to email u and im u, i hope u are ok and all is well. i just wanted to say MERRY CHRISTMAS to u and ur kiddos.
i hope to hear from u soon
love,
where are u sweety? i have been trying to email u and im u, i hope u are ok and all is well. i just wanted to say MERRY CHRISTMAS to u and ur kiddos.
i hope to hear from u soon
love,
Hi I used to be addicted to speed, and I know u feel, your kids should give u the motivation to come off of it, what are they going to do when there mother eventually goes round the twist, your greatest fear, and this should give u the will power to come of of it whatever it takes, u only have one life, and life off of it. is far greater than on it, if you think I am talking a load of rubbish by all means tell me and perhaps we could find another solution to your addiction.wish u well
TO ALL,
thankyou all for listening and giving advice,and wisdoms.
i have decided im quitting from new years day.i have prepared myself and bought all needed things i may require along my recovery road,such as lavender oils,candles,therapy music and meditations,light box,all vitamins,a blender,mixer so i can eat properlly,or if needed put through blender,to make into a drink,at least i will get my neccasary vits and minerals.and much morei have also printed advice help and positive programs,to keep rereading,also programs on cd so that they are easy to hand,i am so so scared,as i know whats to come,im trying to make it as easy as possible for myself,or as comfortable.i have given up before and know all the symtoms i am going to get.
i know in my heart i need some kind of outside help,and still to scared to go get it,but i am thinking serious about it,so i am swaying.but in the mean time, i am going to give it my best shot of giving up alone.the last time i quit was for 12 months and i did it alone.just maybe i can quit long enough to then go get counseling for my abuse and hurts ,i admit need releasing.i know i will get counselled for this.its, for me, the shame of my addiction im scared about.
if i cant do it alone ive made a promise to myself I will then get help for addiction.if anyone has any tips or advice to carry with me, as im recovering, i would be grateful.any books i could buy and read.i did alot of reading last time i quit,which helped me loads.any thing you think i should hear ,shout it out to me.
thanks again u lot,and all the best for the new year. 2006 is gonna be my year!!
luv moe.xx
thankyou all for listening and giving advice,and wisdoms.
i have decided im quitting from new years day.i have prepared myself and bought all needed things i may require along my recovery road,such as lavender oils,candles,therapy music and meditations,light box,all vitamins,a blender,mixer so i can eat properlly,or if needed put through blender,to make into a drink,at least i will get my neccasary vits and minerals.and much morei have also printed advice help and positive programs,to keep rereading,also programs on cd so that they are easy to hand,i am so so scared,as i know whats to come,im trying to make it as easy as possible for myself,or as comfortable.i have given up before and know all the symtoms i am going to get.
i know in my heart i need some kind of outside help,and still to scared to go get it,but i am thinking serious about it,so i am swaying.but in the mean time, i am going to give it my best shot of giving up alone.the last time i quit was for 12 months and i did it alone.just maybe i can quit long enough to then go get counseling for my abuse and hurts ,i admit need releasing.i know i will get counselled for this.its, for me, the shame of my addiction im scared about.
if i cant do it alone ive made a promise to myself I will then get help for addiction.if anyone has any tips or advice to carry with me, as im recovering, i would be grateful.any books i could buy and read.i did alot of reading last time i quit,which helped me loads.any thing you think i should hear ,shout it out to me.
thanks again u lot,and all the best for the new year. 2006 is gonna be my year!!
luv moe.xx
mel
thanks mel.i know you are right.
luv moe xx
thanks mel.i know you are right.
luv moe xx
preciosa2003,
yeah would love to talk with you,loads.my email also is,uber589@msn.com.
hope to speak soon.
luv moe. xx
yeah would love to talk with you,loads.my email also is,uber589@msn.com.
hope to speak soon.
luv moe. xx
