DAMN, Okay, Im sandy, I am 26 years old, I got out of jail like 3 weeks ago, I am living in a crack heroin house in wpb, i am eating pills like cany, man i swore when i got out i would not use, but damn all my "girls" from jail just sold me out, talking about helping each other out and all. I am doin them lorries lorrasets??
I took roxy's too. whatever is around, right now i am on 2 lorries and some crippy weed. just wanted to say hello. San D
Hello Sandy
Welcome Sandy... Girl, you need to put those pills down NOW...before it is too late. Do you really want to go back to Jail? You know if you test positive on a drug screening your parole officer will jack you up and put you back in the pokey. Take Care and keep us updated.......
Hey Sandy;
Welcome! If you don't get out of where you're at I'm afraid you'll be right back in jail. Can you get to a rehab facility? Get an NA meeting schedule and get to a meeting?
Recovery is a journey one step at a time. I pray that you find peace and comfort.
Keep posting.
Jim
Welcome! If you don't get out of where you're at I'm afraid you'll be right back in jail. Can you get to a rehab facility? Get an NA meeting schedule and get to a meeting?
Recovery is a journey one step at a time. I pray that you find peace and comfort.
Keep posting.
Jim
Thanks, but I mean, I lost EVERYTHING, I am even wearing my friends clothes, my family is in Mich, and let me tell you, they wouldnot even accept my collect calls. i will come on here when i can, its my (the people i live with are in a rooming house) neighbors computer, so.....thanks, Sandy
Sandy...NA is free. Find a meeting. I'm sure the people in the house know where you can find one.
You need help kiddo,
You need help kiddo,
Sandy,
Are you ready to change your life??? you have to REALLY want it but you can do it...you DONT have to do it alone....thats insane...can you go to a local church for help or as Pam said...find a NA meeting? You need to make some positive steps to turn your life around..
Ask for help NOW...Youll be surprised at how much others care.
Hugs,
Ali
Are you ready to change your life??? you have to REALLY want it but you can do it...you DONT have to do it alone....thats insane...can you go to a local church for help or as Pam said...find a NA meeting? You need to make some positive steps to turn your life around..
Ask for help NOW...Youll be surprised at how much others care.
Hugs,
Ali
sandy
I had a career and a nice home car you name it...kid husband the white picket fence..... ect.... but got hooked on those pills and it all went away and so did I ... went to jail for a short period of time... My family though were helpful to a degree were actually more hurtful with there judgements and hatefulness and placing strings on there help.... so I ended up living out of a used car and eating by trying to find loose change were I could.. too proud and mad to ask for family help.. I went to shelters and missions.... I stayed clean though.. I was pissed that I had done this to myself.... this didnt last long but it was long enough....
I went to meetings and there I after a while good things started to slowly happen.. I had went to rehab and in rehab they told me about a program called vocational rehab where I could get new job training for free with job placement... and someone walked up to me and said .. believe this or not.... they had a house in my home town were my kid was that they just wanted me to live in just to see that it was not vandalized... for free until i get on my feet.... that is what staying clean and being in recovery and trusting in a Higher Power does for us.... it doesnt happen over night but I truely believe it happens.... all we have to do is do the next right things... stay clean and work hard to stay the right path.... I have seen simular small miracles happen .. not just to me....
Now.. the effort you put into getting your pills daily you can put into changing your life ... getting to a meeting.... getting pills cant be that easy.. I am sure that they just dont fall from the sky... so put that energy of asking or otherwise getting your drugs into getting to a meeting.... meditating about getting clean.... w/d arent pretty as you know if you were in jail you probably detoxed in jail as I did the second time.... not fun... but.. do it for your life.. your way has gotten you to jail.. and as we know drug abuse gets us all to three places if let untreated.... Jails, institutions and death... I went to two of the three... how bout you.....
It aint easy ... it is hard as hell but I believe you are worth it and you can do it.... you are a stronge girl ... put that strength to work for you instead of to thing that will only destroy your future..... find that pocket of strength that we all have but some never seem to tap into ... I know you have it you just have to find it....
It is your choice.... I will pray for you.... I hope you will find a way to pray for yourself...
Teresa
I had a career and a nice home car you name it...kid husband the white picket fence..... ect.... but got hooked on those pills and it all went away and so did I ... went to jail for a short period of time... My family though were helpful to a degree were actually more hurtful with there judgements and hatefulness and placing strings on there help.... so I ended up living out of a used car and eating by trying to find loose change were I could.. too proud and mad to ask for family help.. I went to shelters and missions.... I stayed clean though.. I was pissed that I had done this to myself.... this didnt last long but it was long enough....
I went to meetings and there I after a while good things started to slowly happen.. I had went to rehab and in rehab they told me about a program called vocational rehab where I could get new job training for free with job placement... and someone walked up to me and said .. believe this or not.... they had a house in my home town were my kid was that they just wanted me to live in just to see that it was not vandalized... for free until i get on my feet.... that is what staying clean and being in recovery and trusting in a Higher Power does for us.... it doesnt happen over night but I truely believe it happens.... all we have to do is do the next right things... stay clean and work hard to stay the right path.... I have seen simular small miracles happen .. not just to me....
Now.. the effort you put into getting your pills daily you can put into changing your life ... getting to a meeting.... getting pills cant be that easy.. I am sure that they just dont fall from the sky... so put that energy of asking or otherwise getting your drugs into getting to a meeting.... meditating about getting clean.... w/d arent pretty as you know if you were in jail you probably detoxed in jail as I did the second time.... not fun... but.. do it for your life.. your way has gotten you to jail.. and as we know drug abuse gets us all to three places if let untreated.... Jails, institutions and death... I went to two of the three... how bout you.....
It aint easy ... it is hard as hell but I believe you are worth it and you can do it.... you are a stronge girl ... put that strength to work for you instead of to thing that will only destroy your future..... find that pocket of strength that we all have but some never seem to tap into ... I know you have it you just have to find it....
It is your choice.... I will pray for you.... I hope you will find a way to pray for yourself...
Teresa
Sandy
I don't know about wpb but broward has a wonderful rehab program. That is if by wpb you mean west palm beach?
I don't know about wpb but broward has a wonderful rehab program. That is if by wpb you mean west palm beach?
Hi and welcome to the board. Dude.. if i were you i would check into state funded rehab facilities. I was i the same boat as you... but after i got out i searched around for a free rehab in my area. I found one and checked in. The food's free and they even let you apply for vouchers from the salvation army if you need it. I spent 5 days in detox going thru wd's then transferred to the rehab. I am so thankful i went because it's changed my life for the better. Seriously think about looking around in your area that has a state funded rehab... that way you can get away from your "friends" and make a better life for yourself. Love and God Bless,Bri :)
I have a stupid question. What are lorries?
street name for loratab......... there are many names
sandy for soma
Vicky for vicdion ex ex ex
sandy for soma
Vicky for vicdion ex ex ex
