well i know i messed up over the weekend. now what am i gonna do?? i cant even look at my counselor? i am so scared to go and talk to her i dont know why?? i wish i didnt do what i did !! why? i have no idea why? that is the first thing she will ask me why did i do it?? i have no clue?? maybe because i wanted to? i knew it on Friday I said it to my boyfriend I told him that this was gonna happen! i told him!! I knew it i knew it! i am so depressed i havent been to work so far this week! I probably am gonna lose my job! i really just dont care anymore I really dont! I miss my boyfriend that died two years ago so much. Now i find out that their was a trust account for him to buy a stone for his grave and his sister was the one in charge of it well she spent all the money! that is so messed up! I couldnt believe that when i found that out! i am just very confused right now. i really dont kow what to do with myself! i am serious!!!i am not happy at all!!!my boyfriend is very depressed also, we slept almost the whole weekend away. one sunday we didnt wake up till 4:00 in the afternoon! We had so much that we wanted to do! i just keep thinking about what am i gonna do? what if they detox me? that is what i think they are gonna do! i really believe that! i honestly! do that means detox in 21 days tha will be so hard! but i guess i will have to do it! i will just have to belive that i can do it!
Dear Sweetdreams,
Detox is usually only about 5 days.Rehab is 21-28 days but ive been there and done it and strongly recommend it.It did wanders for me.Sounds like you are ready to try.Its not as hard as you think the thing that scares me is it sounds like your boy friend does dope too and if you want to be clean you can't be arround it.
Bruce B recovering addict.
Detox is usually only about 5 days.Rehab is 21-28 days but ive been there and done it and strongly recommend it.It did wanders for me.Sounds like you are ready to try.Its not as hard as you think the thing that scares me is it sounds like your boy friend does dope too and if you want to be clean you can't be arround it.
Bruce B recovering addict.
you can do it but you need to detox for yourself,you cant take on your boyfriends baggage as well,i toohave lost my fiance through drugs 5 years ago its not easy i have detoxed so many times yes its sore and it messes ur head up but it only lasts 10 days max keep your head up and try not to sleep so much i no its hard when your depressed,but sleeps a cousin of death your here to enjoy life you didnt become an addict overnight so you wont be cured overnight just think positive and you will get through you have to be selfish and worry about yourself before anyone else.good luck paula undefined
my name is elaine im 6 mths now off all drugs but i lost a lot through addiction including my child i now have him back in my life but i had to go to detox centre and then do 28 days in treatment its a slow and ongoing battle we will always have addicts minds but things do get better stay str
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oooooooooooo sweety im so sorry ,your feeling sooo much pain ,,yes your sister in law spent the moeny ,,and you no what? she will have to face many people on what she did ,,shameful ,,just shameful ,,,you no better ,,dont let her get the best of you angel ,,you can be happy again ,,your passed away freind wants your happiness ,,he is looking down ,,rite now ,,,please angel ,,stop while you can ,,get out of bed ,,its a new day ,,get help ,,I will help ,,my email is yspearing@msn.com ..ok well talk ,,poopie I REALLY CARE ANGEL..im on the pain pill boared ok ,,under poopie,,been here 2 going on 3 years ,,,I WILL HELP YOU ,OK
When we loose someone we hurt as we miss that person forever. Someone
so close becomes part of us so is missing in our world. It is ok to be sad.
But you can still get on with you life without the drugs, I really mean it. You
are in my thoughts.
so close becomes part of us so is missing in our world. It is ok to be sad.
But you can still get on with you life without the drugs, I really mean it. You
are in my thoughts.
