well stoped using the gear have been banging up 4 10yrs but av been sort of clean sincr 27dec 08 and only twice since then and have learnt that u have to change a circle of friends wich is hard when u have only had them as contact for a long time but if they r real friends wich i think most of them r not they would understand i started on 90mmls of juice and have come down to 60 mmls i also learnt that the anxciaty of wanting to do gear peaks and passes and when that comes and it is fir me not as much as time goes on i would talk about it of go for a walk get on the net so for me things r starting to look a bit better iam sure that they could not get any worse than when i was on gear .so starting to look 4 ajob and enjoy wat life has to offer its so nice just to notice the small things breathing fresh air, colour of the sky, laughing, and most of all my famaily .... THATS WHY ITS GREAT " B STRAIGHT. be good xxx
Its great to be straight , for sure- and you seem to know what to do to be that way.
However,if there is no need to rush off the juice try not to- - take it slow. I find when you think all is good and you feel alright,you think "I can just detox off this juice as fast as I can"- - well I can tell ya, its better to come down to 35-40 which is a holding dose- and take it from there. Not many addicts who have been shooting dope for 10 years, just get on a clinic and detox right off into a drug free life.
Im not saying it cant be done, and Im certainly not discouraging you to do what you think is right for you , but be careful and realistic.We didnt become addicts overnight, and we don't get clean overnight- no matter how much better it feels. It takes a lot of diligence.
Like I said man. you seem to know what it takes and what you want- focus on the little things that it takes, like you mentioned .
ALLtheBeSt
jack
However,if there is no need to rush off the juice try not to- - take it slow. I find when you think all is good and you feel alright,you think "I can just detox off this juice as fast as I can"- - well I can tell ya, its better to come down to 35-40 which is a holding dose- and take it from there. Not many addicts who have been shooting dope for 10 years, just get on a clinic and detox right off into a drug free life.
Im not saying it cant be done, and Im certainly not discouraging you to do what you think is right for you , but be careful and realistic.We didnt become addicts overnight, and we don't get clean overnight- no matter how much better it feels. It takes a lot of diligence.
Like I said man. you seem to know what it takes and what you want- focus on the little things that it takes, like you mentioned .
ALLtheBeSt
jack
to jack of hearts i know wat u mean DONT RUN BEFORE U CAN WALK but wat i dint mention was this is the second time time on a script 1st time 12yrs ago and i dont no about u but i think u can tell sort of wat will hold u as my man drop by 5 mml if iam uncomfortable ring him and hell right anew script and put it bak up I cant c the point of being on juice 4 years and not doing any thing about it but thats me wat ever works 4 u ithink in the uk it may be diffrent to the usa at the end of the day wat evr works right cheers
sj..........great too hear things are well for ya!, am doing not too bad myself and as u say it is great too smell the air again and feel a little bit normal again............im on 80mls i was on 90mls of methadone but im reducing by 5mls a fortnight i cant ait too get off it i hate it the taste the coloyr the smell everything it gives me the booke, i hate it! welldone too u u will get there and itll be gereat, keep in touch leanne x
