Huny got your letter & actually shead a few tears myself.Im so sorry for that lonely black pit your feeling.Believe it or not writing it out was a positive thing for you.
I want to try & pour my heart out to you in a letter later but I will admit I kinda got a busy day.But even if my letter takes a day or two know Im mentally cyberally holding you & I want you to use whatever strength I have & apply it to you
Huny ...things will work out & you are a stronger woman than you give yourself credit for!
Molly
i know me to mj..............
sure wish i had the right things to say to help you jewels........
please know that i love ya and i will be praying for you....ok
YGM jewels
thumper
sure wish i had the right things to say to help you jewels........
please know that i love ya and i will be praying for you....ok
YGM jewels
thumper
molly and thumper
thank you for your post to me, today tues was a little better for me as i saw my counselor, she said the first holidays clean for the new addict is difficult. gonna go to bed it really late, lovr ya jewels
thank you for your post to me, today tues was a little better for me as i saw my counselor, she said the first holidays clean for the new addict is difficult. gonna go to bed it really late, lovr ya jewels
Jewels....
Holidays, especially Christmas, are a difficult time for most people, and even more difficult for newly clean & sober people....For me, this will be like the first time going through Christmas totally clean & sober with some time in the program and at times, I find my self a little nervous about it, but when I start to feel like that, I can see how I am feeling, I pray and talk to others and realize it's just another day....I am trying to stay in today, in the now and no future tripping....Julie, as an addict/alcoholic, I understand this could be a difficult time of year for me so I have increased my meetings, to the point I am doing 1 a day but it's keeping me not only clean & sober and helping with my serenity level, it's also allowing me to be there for new people walking in the door and there's nothing better for this addict than to be able to reach out and help a newcomer and get out of myself.......you have my e-mail address and phone number and are welcome to use it anytime...
Take care,
Stacey
Holidays, especially Christmas, are a difficult time for most people, and even more difficult for newly clean & sober people....For me, this will be like the first time going through Christmas totally clean & sober with some time in the program and at times, I find my self a little nervous about it, but when I start to feel like that, I can see how I am feeling, I pray and talk to others and realize it's just another day....I am trying to stay in today, in the now and no future tripping....Julie, as an addict/alcoholic, I understand this could be a difficult time of year for me so I have increased my meetings, to the point I am doing 1 a day but it's keeping me not only clean & sober and helping with my serenity level, it's also allowing me to be there for new people walking in the door and there's nothing better for this addict than to be able to reach out and help a newcomer and get out of myself.......you have my e-mail address and phone number and are welcome to use it anytime...
Take care,
Stacey
