Julie,
I just read your post to Atlas in her thread and it really left an impression. I hope you realize the blessings you have in your two beautiful sons and in the faith that you possess. You really got the meaning of Christmas. I hope the New Year brings you the strength to move on. You dont need your husband. You cant help him either. Live your life, thats all I can say at this point. Live YOUR Life. God Bless You.
Donnatwo
How can i ever thank you for the beautiful post you just wrote me....
my eyes are welled up in tears, i SO needed to hear that, and believe me i thank God every day for my blessings of the 2 most beautiful gifts He could have ever given me and that is my 2 sons darrin and eric. i want so bad to live MY life now, i am ready, but i just cant swing it on my own financially yet, i am working 3 jobs right now in hopes that one of them will pay off and get me to the place i need to be and that is AWAY from this most cruel man that i once loved and adored. he is so bitter that he lost his first marriage and the love of his life to his alcoholism/porn addiction but he wont admit to it cuz he is in huge denial. i now believe after so many years of thinking something was wrong with me and trying to change everything to make him love me like he loved his first wife and daughter, that no matter what woman came into his life after his first wife betty, she is gonna suffer and pay big time for he has developed a hatred to women and unfortunately that woman happened to be me. i gave him 25 years trying to be june clever. how wrong i was., i think his obsession with porn is his way of demoralizing women.
wow what a pick me up that post was, i was feeling so down on myself today and you made me feel so good, thank you so much for that. julie
How can i ever thank you for the beautiful post you just wrote me....
my eyes are welled up in tears, i SO needed to hear that, and believe me i thank God every day for my blessings of the 2 most beautiful gifts He could have ever given me and that is my 2 sons darrin and eric. i want so bad to live MY life now, i am ready, but i just cant swing it on my own financially yet, i am working 3 jobs right now in hopes that one of them will pay off and get me to the place i need to be and that is AWAY from this most cruel man that i once loved and adored. he is so bitter that he lost his first marriage and the love of his life to his alcoholism/porn addiction but he wont admit to it cuz he is in huge denial. i now believe after so many years of thinking something was wrong with me and trying to change everything to make him love me like he loved his first wife and daughter, that no matter what woman came into his life after his first wife betty, she is gonna suffer and pay big time for he has developed a hatred to women and unfortunately that woman happened to be me. i gave him 25 years trying to be june clever. how wrong i was., i think his obsession with porn is his way of demoralizing women.
wow what a pick me up that post was, i was feeling so down on myself today and you made me feel so good, thank you so much for that. julie
Julie
Your post really sounded like someone in a lot of pain and unfortunately there is alot of that going on on this board now. You deserve to feel good about yourself. I hope the New Year brings lots of happy changes into your life.
Your post really sounded like someone in a lot of pain and unfortunately there is alot of that going on on this board now. You deserve to feel good about yourself. I hope the New Year brings lots of happy changes into your life.
