Stacey, How are the "gulliable" people on this website going to know WHO the hell is posting under multiple aliases? We are not privy to the inside info being passed around in your circle of pranksters. Your anger is misdirected. Ali did not get any help because ammendingman was playing games. And you think he was being funny? You must have a strange sense of humor. Read the posts. If any of what he is saying is true, then he set her up to look like she was the one with multiple personality disorder. Naturally, nobody took her seriously. People were mean to her because they though she was the a**hole causing all the problems. If it was ammendingman, not Ali, I am positive she would be welcomed here with open arms. You need to stop lashing out at the people on this board and redirect toward ammendingman. If his story is true, and you still think it's funny after all the hurt he caused to be inflicted upon Ali, then you are not much of a friend to her. If all of the people in your little group would have just stuck to recovery issues instead of game playing, NONE of this would have happened. And I am sorry that it did. If this is not Ali's fault she didn't deserve this. Don't post here unless it's about recovery, and take the drivel to a chatroom.
First off to let you know Ali is my friend. Yes I may have a strange sense of humor, but the things he was writing I just don't see how people though it could possibly be true. They were so off the wall and just plain dumb. I wasn't upset at people thinking that was actually her. I was upset that they thought she was selling something and she is not. They were bad mouthing her and had no clue about her.
Stacey
Stacey
The things he was writing were off the wall and dumb. You should be upset with HIM. Nobody believed most of the crap he was saying. But they did believe that someone was causing trouble, and that the someone was Ali. That's why people were mean to Ali. I don't condone it, but I can see why people said what they did. Everyone thought she was the prankster. Ammendingman prevented Ali from being able to discuss recovery. That's why I said direct your anger toward him. Tell Ali to come back and start fresh. With this out in the open, I know it would be different. There are friends here for her and anyone who wants them. Things just got off to a bad start. In my opinion it was ammendingman's fault. Atlas
Dear Atlas,
Im sure stacey didnt mean to laugh, it was soo confusing and at that point she probably didnt even see how bad things were getting.
I got your kind request from Stacey and so I am back. Scared that everyone is still going to be confused and think I am the troll and not ammending man because of the way the curators headkline had my name in it, some may not have read the FOLLOWERS behind my name...
Oh well. i dont know where else to go so will give it another try..scary.
Thankyou so much for your kindness. Sincerely.It made me come back!
Love
Ali
Im sure stacey didnt mean to laugh, it was soo confusing and at that point she probably didnt even see how bad things were getting.
I got your kind request from Stacey and so I am back. Scared that everyone is still going to be confused and think I am the troll and not ammending man because of the way the curators headkline had my name in it, some may not have read the FOLLOWERS behind my name...
Oh well. i dont know where else to go so will give it another try..scary.
Thankyou so much for your kindness. Sincerely.It made me come back!
Love
Ali
Atlas.
I agree with you 100% ..it was wrong and dont know why the mod's are letting amen's stay here and keep posting .I have not ideal why the post
is still running about Jean i think it was from Marieo.Theres some nasty things said that i think enough is enough.Im sure if jean attacked shes sorry by now.After half the people
jumped in.I thought CG ,was a growen woman and should beable to handle this and not let it interfear with her recovery.This should of been long over with.Now,i know Sharon's haveing a bad time and i know shes hurting.But,she posted and asked for them tp let it go.i really look up to her for that shes a bright smart woman.She said things can easily be taken wrong at this point in her life.It was a really good post from her to all that came to her rescue.I havent read the post of Jean attacking her i dont know must of gotten taken off.I do know what went on with CW and jean a few weeks back.i seen everyone jumping in where they didnt need to.Every since then jean has been looked down on by many.She can say one thing and someone will tell her they dont understand her anymore.Not listening....I know alot that was said was by email to and from eachother and we didnt see what was said.Jean told her to show all she had not said anything wrong.She kept asking CG,if something was wrong and CG,i guess took it wrong.I dont know and others dont ethier.
There is alot of double teaming going on here .Well.more then double teaming.lol.Looks like half the board.i was going to step in but,ive been layed back and not posting much at all the past few days.ive posted to you and kysharon the other night and we got alone good and it really helped me at the time i needed it.thank you and sharon for that again...I just want to know why alot of post for instant new people here say hello and help how it gets closed .its about of recovery and got out of hand.Then thiers the post to jean from marie and have you read?Id like to ask the MODs why this hasnt been closed its enough if jean wanst sorry if she did say something wrong ..im sure she sorry by now,she even went to the post and told sharon if she said something to hurt her she was sorry.Then others come back,who is
she after next .People saying she not recovery and alot of other sh**.We dont know what Jean has going on in her life and other that we attack like this and could end up really makeing someone hurt.its a recovery board and lately its a debate who on who side and who right and whos wrong.damm id hate to know it was me they were after.lol.i handle it and not with the angry some have show.Some made jokes about her.But,we are all human beings and all make mistakes .I wish they would close evey post that has turn out the way that one has.Im sure it will end up locked.When there is a problem between 2 they should handle between themselfs
and not jump in and some take off and get angrier then the one that really should be.Its not right.Some people need to get a grip really.I have been wanting to say alot more.Its funny because CG,made the statement that she cant
help most that dont want to get clean or isnt
truethful about it.I understamd that i really do be i know some are fake
and only want the fame.Im not here to become famous i want to learn and hear others stories it really helps me to keep a clear head......i really hope
all can be worked out.Thanks for listening ,,,,,crystal
I agree with you 100% ..it was wrong and dont know why the mod's are letting amen's stay here and keep posting .I have not ideal why the post
is still running about Jean i think it was from Marieo.Theres some nasty things said that i think enough is enough.Im sure if jean attacked shes sorry by now.After half the people
jumped in.I thought CG ,was a growen woman and should beable to handle this and not let it interfear with her recovery.This should of been long over with.Now,i know Sharon's haveing a bad time and i know shes hurting.But,she posted and asked for them tp let it go.i really look up to her for that shes a bright smart woman.She said things can easily be taken wrong at this point in her life.It was a really good post from her to all that came to her rescue.I havent read the post of Jean attacking her i dont know must of gotten taken off.I do know what went on with CW and jean a few weeks back.i seen everyone jumping in where they didnt need to.Every since then jean has been looked down on by many.She can say one thing and someone will tell her they dont understand her anymore.Not listening....I know alot that was said was by email to and from eachother and we didnt see what was said.Jean told her to show all she had not said anything wrong.She kept asking CG,if something was wrong and CG,i guess took it wrong.I dont know and others dont ethier.
There is alot of double teaming going on here .Well.more then double teaming.lol.Looks like half the board.i was going to step in but,ive been layed back and not posting much at all the past few days.ive posted to you and kysharon the other night and we got alone good and it really helped me at the time i needed it.thank you and sharon for that again...I just want to know why alot of post for instant new people here say hello and help how it gets closed .its about of recovery and got out of hand.Then thiers the post to jean from marie and have you read?Id like to ask the MODs why this hasnt been closed its enough if jean wanst sorry if she did say something wrong ..im sure she sorry by now,she even went to the post and told sharon if she said something to hurt her she was sorry.Then others come back,who is
she after next .People saying she not recovery and alot of other sh**.We dont know what Jean has going on in her life and other that we attack like this and could end up really makeing someone hurt.its a recovery board and lately its a debate who on who side and who right and whos wrong.damm id hate to know it was me they were after.lol.i handle it and not with the angry some have show.Some made jokes about her.But,we are all human beings and all make mistakes .I wish they would close evey post that has turn out the way that one has.Im sure it will end up locked.When there is a problem between 2 they should handle between themselfs
and not jump in and some take off and get angrier then the one that really should be.Its not right.Some people need to get a grip really.I have been wanting to say alot more.Its funny because CG,made the statement that she cant
help most that dont want to get clean or isnt
truethful about it.I understamd that i really do be i know some are fake
and only want the fame.Im not here to become famous i want to learn and hear others stories it really helps me to keep a clear head......i really hope
all can be worked out.Thanks for listening ,,,,,crystal
I think that you should quit blaming others for your actions and see what part oft this you were responsible for. Work on yourself first, heal your spirit and things will fall into place. Recovery is wonderful but it takes alot of hard work to get where you want to be. Heal thy soul and the body will follow.
God bless,
Sharon
God bless,
Sharon
Ali, I am glad you decided to come back. As far as I am concerned I would like to forget about everything that has happened. I think most everyone on the board feels the same. This has been put to bed, and unless someone decides to wake it up...I think you are sincere, and seeking recovery, as we all are. I'll go back and read your post asking for help (if it has not been removed). I will help you in any way I can. I am 4 weeks clean today. I had a 150-170mg per day habit (oxycotin). Now I am taking suboxone and it has helped alot. I am starting to feel like I'm getting my life back. Reading and posting on this board has helped. Stick around. I am sorry things got off to a bad start for you.
Crystal, I was kinda angry when I started this thread. At first, I didn't think Ammendingman should be allowed to stay. But, I do believe everyone deserves a second chance. Otherwise, would any of us be here? Addicts, like everyone, make mistakes. He admitted and apologized. Let's forget it and forgive him.
Don't try to analyze the other situation you mentioned. It will only leave your head spinning. What will happen will happen, and I think it would be best if you and I and everyone else didn't give it another thought. Let's gather up all of our energy and focus it on recovery. Even if you or I are not personally involved, if we think about it and post about it, then it is occupying space in our minds. That space is reserved for recovery. You are a very sweet person and I wish you peace and sobriety. Have a happy holiday.
Take care, Atlas
Crystal, I was kinda angry when I started this thread. At first, I didn't think Ammendingman should be allowed to stay. But, I do believe everyone deserves a second chance. Otherwise, would any of us be here? Addicts, like everyone, make mistakes. He admitted and apologized. Let's forget it and forgive him.
Don't try to analyze the other situation you mentioned. It will only leave your head spinning. What will happen will happen, and I think it would be best if you and I and everyone else didn't give it another thought. Let's gather up all of our energy and focus it on recovery. Even if you or I are not personally involved, if we think about it and post about it, then it is occupying space in our minds. That space is reserved for recovery. You are a very sweet person and I wish you peace and sobriety. Have a happy holiday.
Take care, Atlas
Dear Atlas,
You sure always sound like you have your life back. a good life. you have great advice and seem so well grounded, patient and sincere. I agree. I have let ammending man know im not mad and think we should all just get back to doing what this board was made to do...help people in their time of need..i dont know of any other time ive felt so vulnerable...well maybe my bout with panic attacks 20 years ago...
I dont know how much that is of Oxys, i have been taking dilaudid which is a hydromorphine. i was on a taper but couldnt take the withdrawals recently and was in a very bad state. i am instead cutting back with the short acting ones, and have come down for 20 a day to 8. for the last 4 days. Reading this board has helped me so much. I am hoping once i am stable on 2-3 a day then i can withstand the withdrawal and not be so so worried about having a seizure. ( I was having seizure like reactions on the taper when i posted for help the other day..).along with anxiety, and flu like symptoms...my leg or arm would shoot out and it was very scary.It did however strengthen my resolve to get off these bloody pills...my biggest problem is that I do have a serious bone pain problem caused by a benign tumor but I will have to find another way to handle that.
i am so angry with myself for letting this get away on me, for taking these pills for non physical pain....so stupid and ignorant of me.
Anyway thankyou so much for your friendship to me on this board. I look forward to hearing from you again soon.
Hugs,
Ali
You sure always sound like you have your life back. a good life. you have great advice and seem so well grounded, patient and sincere. I agree. I have let ammending man know im not mad and think we should all just get back to doing what this board was made to do...help people in their time of need..i dont know of any other time ive felt so vulnerable...well maybe my bout with panic attacks 20 years ago...
I dont know how much that is of Oxys, i have been taking dilaudid which is a hydromorphine. i was on a taper but couldnt take the withdrawals recently and was in a very bad state. i am instead cutting back with the short acting ones, and have come down for 20 a day to 8. for the last 4 days. Reading this board has helped me so much. I am hoping once i am stable on 2-3 a day then i can withstand the withdrawal and not be so so worried about having a seizure. ( I was having seizure like reactions on the taper when i posted for help the other day..).along with anxiety, and flu like symptoms...my leg or arm would shoot out and it was very scary.It did however strengthen my resolve to get off these bloody pills...my biggest problem is that I do have a serious bone pain problem caused by a benign tumor but I will have to find another way to handle that.
i am so angry with myself for letting this get away on me, for taking these pills for non physical pain....so stupid and ignorant of me.
Anyway thankyou so much for your friendship to me on this board. I look forward to hearing from you again soon.
Hugs,
Ali
Ali, Thanks for your kind words. I don't have my life completely back yet, but I'm well on the way. At least I am off of the oxy, but I will still need to think about coming off of the suboxone. Do you live in the states? You might want to check into suboxone. It is also used for pain control. I'm glad you have tapered down on your meds. I know that this is a tough fight, but I also know that we can win. We just have to fight hard. I wish I could offer some encouraging words, but I am sad and anxious today and the words are not coming. I think I might just read the board for a bit and see if that helps. Take care, Atlas
