I am a ****!
I just scored and had a snowball, the first time in three weeks.
You see I have been taking my meth everyday and that hasd been holding me, ever since the death of my mum, i decided that if i wasn't gonna do it for me then the least i could do was to do it for her - that was her only wish - that i stopped doing h and crack, an i didnt, so i decided that now i would try.
I done real well , but i think the reason that i didn't go out and score was the fact that i didn't have any money and i didn't go out shoplifting or stealing to get it. I knew, in the back of my mind that on the day that a giro came through the letter box, i would spend it on gear.
An sure enough thats exactly what happened, but i think i made it happen - see i knew that i was gonna do it, i was kinda telling myself that i was gonna spend my money on it, so when the day came....
Oh well, back to square one.....
TINman
theTINman07@hotmail.co.uk
haia
its good (for me)to hear that its not only me that cant sort my self out,i made a big fuss of getting a meth script and got one and now two months later i still havnt started it!!i miss my old(happy) life but now im to much ov a junkie vto do anything about it ,what else is there that makes you feel so good and so s*** at the same time??
julie,
WALES
its good (for me)to hear that its not only me that cant sort my self out,i made a big fuss of getting a meth script and got one and now two months later i still havnt started it!!i miss my old(happy) life but now im to much ov a junkie vto do anything about it ,what else is there that makes you feel so good and so s*** at the same time??
julie,
WALES
Yo Tin, well it's alright...........we all have done that a billion times.....thing is YOU KNEW........I wouldn't allow myself two cents in my hand for I mean a really long time.......I KNEW in the past the loot made me pick up....well I made me, but ya know how it is for sure.
That's picking up before ya pick up.........ya did real good and yer mom ain't looking down giving ya that ultimatum..........ask her for help!
Yo, Julz don't never say never..........toooooooooo much a junkie?
Too much to change it..............no way.........easier to say ya can't.
That's picking up before ya pick up.........ya did real good and yer mom ain't looking down giving ya that ultimatum..........ask her for help!
Yo, Julz don't never say never..........toooooooooo much a junkie?
Too much to change it..............no way.........easier to say ya can't.
Julz..alright..just a Q?why aint you started your methadone script..its deff.not the only way to come off but it can be a great help..how about knocking the gear on the head for a day or two&trying out the methd.easier said but at least its one way forward.To get off this muck you need all the help ya can get..try it.Take care..........Davey
Tinny-Tin-Tin, where ya at there?
