Hey girl. CONGRATS!!! You are doing so well! The first 2 weeks is tough! You are so strong! I don't know about you, but pills made me SO grumpy! I would snap at my kids and then feel horrible about it. Did you quit c/t at home? I cried for the first week nonstop! I guess all of my "numbed" emotions came flying out. My kids would say "Why are you crying mommy?" and I'd just cry more. It was tough! You should be so, so proud of yourself. That was truely the hardest thing I've ever done. Now that it's out of my body, I want it out of my HEAD! Easier said than done, as I'm sure everyone on this board knows. You are not alone. I'm hear to talk anytime. Love, Jessica
Thanks for the congrats. Yes, I quit c/t at home...it was hell. I am just starting to feel okay I HOPE....and yes, come to think of it, when I first started taking the pills I was like "too happy"...my kids would get bugged at how happy I was....loud too. Then, when the pills became a habit, and I needed them, they did make me really grouchy.....snappy....withdrawal made me snappy too. I have a lot to make up to my girls. I feel like such a loser for my behavior the past few years. I hope I can make up what I have lost.
Stay strong
Stay strong
