Keep On Doing It.

Methamphetamines
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I am a meth addict. I go for 3-4 weeks without it then binge use for 2-4days on end. I waste all my money, sell what ever i buy myself. Just when I feel like things is starting to come right then I fall again.
I've been to rehab, and attended NA.
I currently wait till everthing is alright at home then its like I fall again. Dont know what to do now please help.
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Keep trying, you already have taken the first step ,...the desire to stop using. Are there things going on in your life that trigger your use? Pay attention to your feelings and thoughts as you cave in to the craving. People, places, things happening....What is it that keeps you from using for 3-4 weeks?? also you might try checking out a NA meeting in your area....if it doesn't feel right try another meeting ...there's a big difference between groups...keep posting here if it helps.....talking to others who've been there was the biggest help to me, best wishes
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ihave bin wia u r an i no how u feel xcept i neva had 2 sell beg or borrow 4 it i asmoked meth 4 7/8 years hard til it left me a shell
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sori bout that m8.anyway it left me a shell an empty 1 til the day i decided enuf was enuf id hit my rok bottom an relised wat i was allown this drug 2 do 2 me u ave 2 want ur freedom from meth so bad that u only think of the bad its done an doing 2 u an ur family noone can make the decision 4 u thats sumthing only u can do my three boys daughter an moko helpd me make that decision but it hasnt bin easy but im 5 mnths clean an life is so gud i ave a real appreciation 4 life an u can ave that 2 m8 u jus gotta want it so bad an theres help out there 4 people like u an i.i wish u all the best m8 an if u wud like 2 talk more i wil keep chekn this site I WANT MY PATH ADORNED WITH FLOWERS AND FORESTS AND SEAS AN SAND I WANT MY LIFE TO BE FILLED WITH EVERYTHING GRAND!!!!!!!!!! IT WILL ONLY HAPPEN IF ITS CAREFULLY PLANED!!!!!!!!!
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yep i'm the same, every two weeks i get paid..go score...and cant stop taking it all day/nite till all gone then recover !
only diff is i only take speed and the quality of it is so rubbish . lol