Kev Robbie Emz Herman On And On

Where's Shirley Terrapin and Jack?

How's about Kev and Robbie?

EMZ and Crystal Rose and just about everyone else? Kymbo too.

Especially Constantine as he is really going through it.

Just a yo and a shout out to all our dear ones.
Hey Bryn Kev reporting in.... How's you? All good i hope. Ended up going a bit pete tong in Dec but back to me old self once more... I'm off the Naltrexone, been off it fo about ten days now. They helped me stay off the H, but was messing with my head.... nothing appealed to me! Going to the gym, sex, music, concerts... all the things that make me feel good, it was like the naltrexone blocked out all the good feelings..... was a bucket of depression for a few months there, constantly moaning... not me at all. Came off the treadmill yest and was getting the tingly feeling in my head like i used to so all is looking up. Not had the chance to read posts lately but i'm B sitting 3 times this week for my sis so will be able to catch up. How is everyone? You Bryn, Davey, Diff Emz, Robbie , Ms Tres,Bunny, Jack, Amity, Z Girl and anyone else i've missed out. Hope all is well and the P vibes are bouncin

Can someone answer this Question... I know i'm an addict... with everything, drugs and drink...How do you get the will power to say no(answers on a postcard to.....) Take care all, Kevin
Hi kev, glad you're feeling better. I never did the naltrexone thing. I was on subbies for a long time, so didn't need them. And as for the being addicted to everything, I can't answer you really, coz my big prob was only with H. I'd say that you should try and keep away from the most harmful things first and foremost, and don't try and tackle everything all at once, unless you work best as an all or nothing kinda thing. I'll hold my hands up, at the risk of being blasted my the NA hardliners, but I enjoy a smoke, I'll normally have a joint after the baby has gone to bed, occassionally I get drunk, and once in a blue moon I'll drop a pill or two, and have had the odd line of charles. The charlie thing though, I've gone off it. I don't like being awake all night, and it just does my swede in mostly. You gotta find your comfort zone, and don't do anything that you know, hand on heart, you can't control.

love ya, you've always been mega kind to me, and I like you loads... diff xxxxxxx
Cheers Diff, the thing is i can't drink...( make a c*** of myself and get up to mischief, can't take coke, or anything else as they bring out the worst in me) But f it's offered to me i can't say no..... Gave up my job as i was spending most of my wages on .... so until i get a grip i'm just gonna live a very small existance for the time being. How's everything with you? How's everything with your man? Hope things are getting better, you deserve to be treated like a princess... nothing less REMEMBER THAT! Looking forward to the 6 nations? c'mon the welsh and the scots, eh? Goodnight , Take it easy, Kevin
hi there bryn,and everybody else that's here.i only by chance visited this site as i too went off the wagon 4 a while and am just gettin back 2 normal again.i hope everyone had a nice x-mas and new-year.i stopped smokin ciggies aswell 2 weeks ago.i just find it hard 2 post on here whilst i'm using. it's only when i get back with the programme that i get the urge 2 post and surf.no doubt i'll b back again soon so take care,herman..
Herman, see that? I type your name in and POOF here ya are.....glad you're doing better.

Hey Kev, babysitting again, eh? Good cause now ya can pop on. We all miss ya when you are not here. We need out "P VIBES".

O.K. roll call still on.
kev--so glad to see you, as far as sayingno--well never been good at that, so i steer clear of anyone or anywhere i may be asked or where I will be confronted to heavily witht the option...glad you are feeling better depression is no good for recovery...impossible if you ask me...sorry about the job, but it sounds like you are ok with all that, and maybe a good thing...


Herman :) good to see you too, you buys need to keep up with the posting, we need to keep the hormonal balance going on the board...LOL
Hi Bryn,
Thank God there are people out there like you :) Thanks for thinking about me :0 Going through it...yes....nothing glorious or sweet...staying somewhat sane and going to work...getting thru the day...fix when I can...cant afford to get sick now.....scared...it really really helps to know your all here...I know that might sound crazy...but it really does....thanks again Bryn...you made my day
Oh good ya checked in, Constantine..........no thanks needed.........we all care and wondering how you were doing.

It's an awful cycle, ain't it........to say the least.........good you're keeping your head though............ya have to.

Know you can always come here and some kind soul will be glad to chat to ya..........stay tough, buddy........who knows ya just may up and decide enough is enough.

You're in my thoughts and prayers.