Lisa

Pain Pills
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I love you too Sugar Britches !

Sharon
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Hey there kiddo.

Well tomorrow I'm going to the race track. Big day in horse racing and I use to love going. Big challenge for me cause,,,well you know. I'll be fine though. If I didn't feel that way, I wouldn't go. Besides we gotta jump out of the nest sometime right??


Frank
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Where are the horses at Frank? Santa Anita?

Rachel
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Rachel

Hows it going. Yes they are at Santa Anita but its breeders cup day and the big races are in New York,,,,Belmont. Do not wash that car tomorrow OK???


Frank
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Frank:

Saturday is carwashing day but for you, I will hold off :-) Look at you, living life, going to the races...Wow, you are doing so great. It's always a treat to see you.

Rachel
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Just wanted to pop in and say hi Frank and Rachel... I am 3 weeks as of today...
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Paula:

I am thrilled to hear that. You are doing so great. Your willingness is an inspiration. I love reading your posts.

Rachel
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Rachel ,, Thanks that means alot to me... Hey I love your avator...I kinda feel like that girl sometimes that I am a ghost and everyone looks right thru me.. LOL>..
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I'm glad you can see it. Some people don't see her. I feel like her also. Anonymous :-) Your posts are very honest and thought provoking.

Rachel
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Rachel

Thanks,,,I'm doing a lot of things now and enjoying them more. I think I forgot how to just have fun in life. Thanks for the car thing. Don't want to see them poor horsies have to run in the mud.


Paula

What is up??? Three weeks is so great. You are something special. Always have been in my book. Did you lose my email addy??? lmao. You take care and have a great weekend.

Love ya's

Frank
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Hi there CG just wanted to tell youthanks for replying to my gratitud ethis morning .Hope you are doing well I am just so grateful these last 24 hours for our 12 step program whether you want to hear it or not J/K I probably ought to go to bed soon it is amazing how we spend our Friday nights when we arein recovery it still trips me out sometimes anyway just wanted to say hi.Cristina
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Frank, Thank you You are pretty special also, if not for you I dont know if I would have gotten this far you never gave up on me and was always there for me.. Thank you.. and no smart a** I did not forget your email addy I will sent you an email soon.. I just have not been on that much lately . been crawling out of that black hole.. I put myself in, someone told me to get my head out of my a**, hey maybe that is why everything looked so dark.. Sure looks lighter around here now that I got it out.. LOL>>>>>

Rachel thanks again... I feel so good now not the pink cloud good but just good about things.. but I am not going to get cocky like last time I know I am just one pill away from relapse...
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Paula

Before you pull it out of there, have your husband take a picture of you, blow it up and hand it on your wall. It can be a reminder of where you never and I mean never want to go back. I would never give up on anyone,,,,especially you because YOU were always there for me. I just thank God no one gave up on me.


Have a good night everyone

Frank
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I would not be clean had it not been for Lisa and her, I guess you could say "style" of handling people. I would not have gone to a meeting if it weren't for her. From all that I have gathered, Lisa has a tough edge, but it is out of love. She has a HUGE heart and will do anything for you. That is just my humble opinion, though.
Tracy

I am not taking sides...I just thought that her way of approach needed to be defended today. It does work for some of us. And I am the most sensitive person you will ever meet.
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Please understand something about me people...I will never bulls*** you. What you see is what you get. You can always count on that honest answer. For me that was something in early recovery that I HAD to have,. I got it from the ones you had gone before me and knew more than I did. Sharon, August et all....

If my "toughness" comes across a little too much for you too handle, walk away. No one said you had to listen......that part's up to you.


Traci...ygm.

Lisa
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Lisa, for those of us who know you....we already know this....

Thanks for keeping it REAL
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To those of you that received a forwarded email from Jean...there is more to the story if you care to know. Truthfully, the whole thing is getting old but felt that I should have a chance to defend myself if you're interested. Maybe you would like to see ALL of the emails, not just the one she picked.

To the rest of you that know the truth...your support has meant the world to me.


And Medusa...if I know you well enough, you're reading this. DO NOT email me with your threats ever again. This is your only warning. After this, it will be turned over to my local law enforcement agency.

Just try me.


Lisa
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Lisa, I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this...

geez, threats from Medusa too? Do what you have to do honey, we're behind you 100%

ps...I hate the idea that things are getting blown out of proportion! I've seen alot of the emails.

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Thats why I wish that the others who were sent that ONE email would read the rest. Then maybe all of this would make sense. I've gotten alot of WTF emails...

This is just nuts.
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welcome to my world...lol...

hopefully this will not escalate to the point it did with me.

I was forgiving, and will find it much harder to keep to that, should this get ugly...

I know exactly WTF you are dealing with.