Lisa

Sorry I didn't get a chance to call today. I will try some other time.
Whenever you can.

How are you tonight?
I'll be okay tonite.
Why? Why are you ok tonight.

Talk to me. Talk to the board. What's going on in your head right now. Are you drinking? Did you flush those two other pills? Remember, "pissing in the ocean" remark that TIm made.


And I love what Idgie wrote you on your detox thread.

No more using the word "can't". It's can and will from now on.
The things I heard from my boys at dinner tonite...

well, i've gotta break this cycle.

That's all I know.

One way or another.......

Our family is in serious trouble.

and it really hurts me to know how much i've contributed to it.
Sorry for butting in,but Jodi,you can reverse that at any time.Your boys,above everyone else will respect your decisions!

Make things right.You have the ability,you have the desire,you really want it,what are you going to do next?~KIM
Kim, you aren't butting in. I appreciate you. I really do.

I can't really talk right now.

But thank you for being here.
Hi Just Jodi

I know how you feel. My wife once told me that I was destroying our family. My wonderful wife of 25 years told me that my habit was breaking her spirit. My best friend.

You know, it hurt me deeper than I've ever been hurt. I cried for days.

When I realized there was something that "I" could do to fix the problem, it wasn't that hard. I put myself at rock bottom. I was determined to climb up.

Everyone says you have to quit for yourself. Ultimately, that's true. But I can tell you from personal experience, your family can be a greater influence to quit than yourself. For me, it was.

I sincerely hope you'll feel better.
Hawk