Liz

Hey Liz,

Just wanted to say HI. How have you been doing. Is that Cymbalta still working for you. I know it was working for me, but with all the crap I've been through I'd think I wouldnt be normal if I wasnt depressed :o) - ya know what I mean?

You've come a LONG way baby (remember that commercial for cigs)? No, you really have Liz. I'm really proud of you too.

I know you must be freezing your a$$ off up there in NY. Its a beautiful day here in sunny FL - not too hot, just right. You are in my thoughts girl - BTW do you have your kids this weekend? Have fun!!

Love ya
Marie
Hi Marie,

Well it is cold here but it's ok, can't complain. We had our first major winter storm the other night. For the most part we've had a very mild winter this year. So, we're lucky. I just hope it doesn't start to be an every week thing now though, lol, freezin rain today.
The cymbalta is still working for what I can tell. I went to work yesterday, first day back since Oct and that felt great. Even though I had a very long day.

How are you doing? How is the pain? Are you healing? I sent you an email.

Love,
Liz
Liz...take a deep breath darlin.

Every time you post, you absolutly amaze me. Go back and read yours from the beginning..it'll blow your mind. I do that every once and awhile with mine, just to remind me that I am one pill away from disaster.


Cowgirl
Hi Cowgirl,

Thanks, I rather not read my old post though, lol. I try and stay away from it. You're right, I have to stop getting so upset about Danny's little girls. Actually, I just want to believe it's all a lie. I can't handle thinking those little girls have to keep watching that. It gets me crazy.

I just started in therapy, I have an appointment every other week. At first I wanted to run and not go back. But I think I need to finally get to the bottom of why I get so angry sometimes. Why I let other people push my buttons. Especially people I don't even know or see and can't wrap my hands around their little throats. lol

But yeah, I'll continue to work on me and ignore that other crap out there. I don't need to find an excuse to pick up again so I need to be careful. Thanks for everything Cowgirl.

Love,
Liz
Liz,
What you've been through as a child, as well as what you've had to endure in your adult life and the way you are now absoloutely amazes me.
I can also see why Danny's girls and things like that get to you so much. Its because you are a big hearted sweet and caring person who has had alot more than her share of heartbreak. And you try to avoid heartbreak for others and I commend you for that. You are one hell of a person and I am proud to call you my friend. Give me a quick update when ya get a chance on the kids. How are they doing? Love you, Roe
You're one smart lady, Liz. I'm so incrediably in awe of your progress.

The therapy is not going to be pleasant, it will bring up all kinds of grief, but it's necessary in order for us to heal. I'm right there with you and wish that neither of us had to do this but if we want a good clean life, we have to wade through the s*** to get there.

Love you girlie

Cowgirl
Hey Cowgirl,

I hear ya, I'm ready to work through what ever I have to work though so I can just move on with life. I know you are there as well. Seeing you go through it is actually helping me stay in there too. You made so much sense with what you said about getting through everything so you can finally be passed it all. That's exactly what I want to do too. I'm not going to run this time. I'll stick it out.

Hey Roe, nice to see you back. Marie was asking for you earlier. Hey, thanks for all the kind things you said. I'm so proud to have you for a friend. I'm also glad to see you got back. Get that puter fixed. lol. Nothing new going on here, except that I started in counseling. I don't have my kids this weekend so I'm just watching television and relaxing mostly. How have you been doing?

Love,
Liz