Liz

Not seen you around much are you ok hun? jaxxxxxxxxxxx
Dear Liz... haven't been on lately... just wanna see how you are. Thinking about you! Love, Bri :)
Yeah, where is she? Liz, come out come out wherever you are..
yeah liz you are thought of and missed.

terrianne
Ditto.. I hope you check in soon Liz. I think of you often & hope you are doing well.. You are missed around here... Rae
Hey Everyone,

I was told there was a post here for me. I really appreciate you all thinking of me but I won't be here anymore. I'm not doing well at all. I'm in a severe depression and I just don't know what is happening to me anymore. Something has happened and it's more then I can deal with anymore. I'm sorry everyone. I wish you all well.

Love,
Liz
Liz Im so sorry to hear this.YGMx2 I didnt mean to intrude......mj
Liz ((hugs)) email me will ya hun jaxxxxxxxxxx
I feel so devastated. I feel like I just get kicked in the a$$ all the time from people I think really love and care about me. I can't believe this most recent rejection, I don't understand why people treat me like garbage. I try to help people out, I do everything I can for somebody. I've always been a caring person, I really sympathize with people when they hurt. Yet, I have this family that couldn't care less about me and then this friend that I loved dearly just turned their back on me.
I feel so alone in this world, except for the 2 kids I have. I can't count on anybody. Trust is a major issue I've always had. I know you guys don't have a clue what I'm talking about. I'm just really hurting and I can't take anymore. That's the bottom line. I'm not going to be here anymore. I have no clue what I will be doing, but I give up. I can't take getting hurt everytime I put my trust in somebody.
Liz, we all care about you very much. I'm so sorry for whatever has happened in your personal life. We must all just seem like a bunch of words in comparison. But know that real people are behind all these words, and these people value you so much!
Please email and we can talk. I'll always be here for you.
Love, Kat
Liz i have a clue what is going on you know i do and i know what you mean and you know you can trust me i thought you knew that the word friend to me means trust and jacky and you have never ever made me doubt that trust and i 'am your friend Liz i hope you never doubt that you can trust me LOVE + HUGS H.
I'm sorry you guys. I didn't mean to sound that I don't trust you. I'm just hurting is all. I know I can trust you guys. This depression just makes me want to give up. I really can't take anymore crap. I'm really getting tired of life.
Liz... i just want you to know that you are not alone... i think i know kind of what you are talking about... probably not the same exact thing... but i know that we both have major depressive disorder. That is why i haven't been on much either. I don't know of anything that i can say that can help you right now... just keep hanging on... and God i know how hard that is sometimes. All i can say is keep praying... sometimes that's all we can do. I will always remember you in my prayers... you are not alone.

Love and God Bless,
Briana
Hey Jacky, LittleH, Bri, Littlebeach,Terrianne, Rae, Molly and Kat

Want to thank you guys for your support. I've been struggling with depression for a long time. Bri you know how that is. Just takes you to such a dark place all the time. No matter what medications I've tried and still end up in the depression. Well, hope you all have a great day.

Love,
Liz
Liz, you got mail.
Liz I Love You.......mj
Liz, I am sorry to hear that.
I was talking to my former sponsor the other day, and my conversation sounds like exactly what you just said. She told me that if I let those people take my soul (by changing the giving and caring part of me out of bitterness and resentment and mistrust) then those jackasses have won.

I can relate to the depression, too. Do me a favor, though, before you check out, try 90 days clean, get a counselor that you trust, and commit yourself to a vigorous exersize plan everyday.

Because the person that you are giving up on doesn't deserve to be deserted...know what I mean?


It is better. It sure is hard to get there, but it is better than turning out the lights.

I hope I didn't just sound like an a**, but I think I understand.

Kerry