Hey lostmom hope all is ok for you keep reading the posts i hope they help.
Light and love Zac.
Hi there lostmom, Hope you are still around, hope things are going better for you, We are hear if you need to talk..we don't judge, we care..
hugs,
lovedove
hugs,
lovedove
Hi everyone and thanks for your concern. I am not ok. I drank alot last week. Then I stopped Thursday night and went to a meeting on Friday. Then I drank again Saturday night and Sunday. I feel like such a failure and needless to say I feel horrible at work today. If I don't stop this i know it's going to kill me. I just can't deal with the irritability I feel when I'm not drinking. I am so scared and I feel so alone. I will keep reading the posts and thanks again for your concern.
Hey Lostmum don't beat yourself up keep going to the meetings as the doors of AA swing both ways you can come and go, you aren't a failure thats just addiction fighting with your recovery thoughts go into battle get to a meeting set up some ph numbers and coffee contacts, keep posting i've sat in meetings next to drunk people they aren't failing they are willing to give recovery a go.
You are worth the battle take care lostmum
Light and love Zac
You are worth the battle take care lostmum
Light and love Zac