i think your great. i love when another soul pulls rank and takes their life back. i umm ahh had it a lil ruff. i went cold turkey from 70mgs a day without living with supportive family. ha it took two months. lmao very little comfort, let alone from meds. though it turned my balls and spine into titanium, i am not so sure i would suggest it. it did connect me to our all loving creator in a big way though. however one can fire their rocket in any manner to reconnect with god. i digress, i love ya, keep it up
Good morning:)
Upon reflection on my previous posts they sound like rants. Please accept my apologies for being so disrespectful.
Have a beautiful SundayRock on.
Upon reflection on my previous posts they sound like rants. Please accept my apologies for being so disrespectful.
Have a beautiful SundayRock on.
lmao no worry's. nothin to be sorry for. s*** i am proud that you were not afraid to share how you feel. you must be one amazing spark of god.
every day is new. and so to can we be. with all new thoughts and ideas. no one has to be who they were yesterday. only now exists anyway.
Thank you Just Sum Guy. I needed to hear what you had to say. Your an inspiration and Im so glad your off methadone.
Having a loved one help during your detox is very helpful. I stayed at my daughter and son in laws house during this time. Major props to you for going it alone. I will say that I instigated the coming off of methadone on my own. The clinics and doctors who prescribe methadone need a plan for coming off of it. It would open up a whole lot of jobs. A really cool concept would be total care going on and coming off methadone. But no they could care a less they just want your money. So I realized that real early that I was on my own.
At this time in my life I was a big Bible thumper, older, and a real rule follower. The main counselor was Native American and practiced her native stuff. Always irritated with me for not following her way. It was stressful and very unprofessional. This motivated me to taper.
Anyways Ill quit rambling onpeace
Having a loved one help during your detox is very helpful. I stayed at my daughter and son in laws house during this time. Major props to you for going it alone. I will say that I instigated the coming off of methadone on my own. The clinics and doctors who prescribe methadone need a plan for coming off of it. It would open up a whole lot of jobs. A really cool concept would be total care going on and coming off methadone. But no they could care a less they just want your money. So I realized that real early that I was on my own.
At this time in my life I was a big Bible thumper, older, and a real rule follower. The main counselor was Native American and practiced her native stuff. Always irritated with me for not following her way. It was stressful and very unprofessional. This motivated me to taper.
Anyways Ill quit rambling onpeace
i learned faith without religion, so to me organized religions just seem like ways to divide humanity, when near all religions point to an all-loving mother/father creator. i found i need only my mind to connect with god. as we ALL can. OH and thank you for your thanks, but not all me. i do ok. our creator fills in the rest for me. so ahh thank god.
Morning people,
As usual up early drinking coffee. People of the world have a beautiful day. I dont have anything to say really. Take one day at a time..peace
As usual up early drinking coffee. People of the world have a beautiful day. I dont have anything to say really. Take one day at a time..peace
my early is like 3 330. because that's when i wake up ALLWAYS have, even as a snot gobbler. no body gets in gear before son up any more. i get bored waitin for the rest of the world to get the lead out. ha i dont know maybe nobody likes sunrise anymore, i rather doubt it tho
Good morning:0
Accepting things you cannot change was hard for me. Im not perfect and sometimes will find myself harping on things. Upon reflection which I do daily after I read a positive affirmation I find peace.
Peace or being comfortable being me is what I aim for daily. When Im angry it serves no purpose to me. Im rarely angry. Irritated yes lol.
Who decides the rules for getting off methadone? I do . Who is in charge of me? I am
Have a beautiful hump day.May peace find yougood vibes and positive feelings
Accepting things you cannot change was hard for me. Im not perfect and sometimes will find myself harping on things. Upon reflection which I do daily after I read a positive affirmation I find peace.
Peace or being comfortable being me is what I aim for daily. When Im angry it serves no purpose to me. Im rarely angry. Irritated yes lol.
Who decides the rules for getting off methadone? I do . Who is in charge of me? I am
Have a beautiful hump day.May peace find yougood vibes and positive feelings
outstanding. whatever it takes to get you OFF a daily dose of a med that breaks down your body. i love your spirit. i have faith you ll get free, totaly. have a blessed day
Hey just sum guy,
Please help me understand your last post. Not sure where your coming from. I dont want to assume anything..peace
Please help me understand your last post. Not sure where your coming from. I dont want to assume anything..peace
freedom to me or being free is operating out of ones heart and no longer ones ego. we and not me. if you know what i mean. my journey had a lot off tuff lessons. i suppose learning my lessons has made me very wise, however that's not for me to say. other sons and daughters of god can decide themselves. i digress. did that help? i have a love light view per say, so i am not always understood. i never ever mind trying again tho.
lmfao do not freak out now. i am the son of god, same as you are our all-loving creators daughter. you really think your mom and dad MADE a soul on their own? i do not mean to offend. it's funny to me.
love to learn/teach wisdoms with you sometime my love. no doubt you have sum wisdoms i missed. journey like yours. yeah i bet you do.
Not the response I anticipated but thats okay. I have a spare tin foil hat for you. We can wear them together. Lol
Anyways will just sift through the nonsense and be happy for myself. I persevered and got off methadone successfully. Thats something to celebrate
Anyways will just sift through the nonsense and be happy for myself. I persevered and got off methadone successfully. Thats something to celebrate
you, my love. celebrate you. remember whom you truly are,ask our creator for help even. lmfao i dare ya. lol tell ya what give it a heartfelt shot n I will get the tinfoil for us. many many years ago brother Jessus was thought nuts too. lmfao. he frightened some people too. lol
i tell you no lies love all and am feared. thank our all loving creator that no one is going nail me to wood. PROGRESS!!!! LMAO
AND i am really happy about you no longer daily swallowing a deathbed med that was consuming your body. that help any?
think of light splitting thru a prism into infinite individual beams. that is a metaphor for understanding HOW we are all sons and daughters of god, each a different expression. that help? n maybe i scare you less? stings my golden heart when our people fear me.
Good morning:0
Up before the sun on third cup of coffee. Love this time for myself
One thing that really helped me was a gratitude journal. It helps me focus on positive things in my life. It really puts things in perspective. Im a simple woman and today Im grateful for coffee, family, warmth and my pets.
Im content and even keeled. Whether its from my meds or natural Im very grateful. I bring up my meds because I need them for my mental health. Just like my heart and diabetes medicine.
Anyways have a beautiful day..peace
Up before the sun on third cup of coffee. Love this time for myself
One thing that really helped me was a gratitude journal. It helps me focus on positive things in my life. It really puts things in perspective. Im a simple woman and today Im grateful for coffee, family, warmth and my pets.
Im content and even keeled. Whether its from my meds or natural Im very grateful. I bring up my meds because I need them for my mental health. Just like my heart and diabetes medicine.
Anyways have a beautiful day..peace
