I will be honest with you and the world. I have been on methadone since I was 20 years old this year im turning 40. I will say that I could never see myself as a person who knows nothing but the 1 thing that is you only think about your methadone in till you get it. In till tomorrow and for ever. But I will be the first person to say that you can get off the methadone. I'm at 1ml and I am sorry for saying that I am always going to be an addict. But you can get off methadone. You are only hurting you the higher your dose is. I am feeling something that I haven't felt like. And I am okay go slowly and you won't be sick. But at 1ml not my usual doctor said that your off now your stomach acids get it before your body takes it in. I never ever thought this day would come. I am just telling straight up.
If you need someone to say whatever you want to. I will never no who you are and what to know. But I am a addict but I'm good at it. I feel better i just though I could do more for you because I am you. It's hard to tell someone who cares. But I have nothing to gain and nothing to lose. But on my word i will be true
