so, i find myself here... no job, no money, no drugs, no heat, no friends, no lover, no daughter, no bed, no car, no dignity, no nothing. my mother said last night that she thought i may be suffering from symptoms of high blood pressure. i see that as a sign of aging.
I'm only 20.
i want a #@$*ing rigg so bad i can taste it- and anyone who bangs knows that i can taste it...
i want my daughter next to me... i don't know what to say...
I want my Jay-rail...
it makes me cry just thinking. my loser boyfriend went to jail last week for trying to gank pseudophedrine pills from meijer..thrifty acres. he also had a child support warrant and domestic and aggrivated assault warrants...against me.
what can i say? I love him.
so much in fact that he's beat my *$# six times now, and i still write him everyday. i tell myself that it's the crank...coke for him. he's just so far gone that he can't remember the Taurus who fell for her complementary opposite, and fatal attraction to the day--Scorpio.
Methamphetamines... where they got me? locked away in my father's house on Barrows Court trying to remember how it all began.
keep your head up girl. I too have suffered from meth addiction. ICE. Ita a horrible thing. You can turn your life around but you have to want to. not just say you want it but it has to be the type of thing you obsess over just like the drug- getting off of it has to be your new obsession. Me and my boyfriend both had a serious meth problem. We smoked it. He sold it and when we werent together i stripped to get my dope. And thats about all i got with my $300 a day income. now we moved states gopt real jobs- Iam a receptionist and he is a debt collector. We are getting married we have a great house. keep your eye on the prize- on what you want out of life and you will be successful.
Hey youngster!!!No disrespect intended!!! I have been doing dope for as many years as you have been on this earth.Unfortunatly I dont have a simple way to get clean.I know there are methadone clincs for heroin addicts I have been curious about a clinic or something to kick that stubborn monkey off many backs of meth addicts.a way to stop being a tweeker and actually live for a minute?????I am not very religous but I do Pray..You are in my thoughts and prayers leesaw I want to say thanks for having the courage to post what you stay strong..I am slowly breaking out of the fog myself. I am hopeing I can long enough to help this spreading problem that alot of people cant see.Wont see.Tweekers are not a group I want to know any more of than I unfortunaly already know.It is very frightning I have been hooked since age 11.The longest Ive been clean was for the 9 months I was pregnant with my boy.9 plus yrs ago....I will be back to say more at a later date..............
Hi My Name is Mike and I am an addict! I have been clean now for 1180 days, and that is due to the program of Narcotics Anonymous. It is possible to get clean and stay clean. There are people who have years of recovery, and they are more than willing to share there experience, strength, and hope with you. Find a meeting near you call, the information line near you. Narcotics Anonymous. It is a simple program for complecitaed people.
Yah I did meth briefly, for about 6 months. I was a lucky one who was able to quit. And when I look back at the other tweekers who I hung around with, I can't possibly imagine how those people could ever get better. It seems like such a hopeless road for some... BUT... no matter how bad you think your life is or how bad you think your habit is, there have been worse drug addicts than you who have been able to get their lives turned around and start LIVING for something other than speed or weed.
That should give you hope, that if some guy on skidrow can get himself cleaned up, you should be able to also, everyone has the ability somewhere. You need to get help from people who have done it and made it back.
One thing I've seen, every day you keep doing it, the harder it is to stop. Start now!
That should give you hope, that if some guy on skidrow can get himself cleaned up, you should be able to also, everyone has the ability somewhere. You need to get help from people who have done it and made it back.
One thing I've seen, every day you keep doing it, the harder it is to stop. Start now!
I have read all of your postings and all I can say is I will keep all of you in my prayers. Try,try try to get off of this drug. It will be hard but, the longer you are off of it (hopefully) the easier it will get. I'm sure everyday will be a challenge but, get others to pray for you too. I have never done meth so I can't even imagine how difficult it is but, my husband of 9 years is and I have a one year old and a three year old that I am trying to raise by myself now. My heart is so broken that there are days that I think, "I just can't do this anymore". I miss him so much and so do his girls. YOu are breaking someones heart out there so please get down on your knees and ask for God's help(even if you don't beleive-you will be surprised) and then ask SOMEONE for help. I will pray for all of you. God bless!!!!!! Hang in there!!!!
how do i get my 23 year old daughter to want off the meth? she and her child live with us. she flares up big time when she comes down and we worry about the childs saftey, so we have to put up with her. she doesn't work(welfare),doesn't pay us rent,doesn't even bathe her child. just lives for meth..lies,steals and destroys our property. she HATES anyone that gets in her way,especially her brother and me, because we tell her she has a problem. any advice? we need help.
My boyfriend of 8 years told me today that he has an ice problem and he wants help. I didn't even see what was going on. How am I supposed to help him? We have 3 daughters all under the age of 6. I work at night full time I don't know what to do or where to turn.
