Ya know......GOD I HAVE MISSED YOU!!!!!
Out of everyone on here, i knew that you would be able to tell it was me!!
Im not trying to make things difficult for anyone, and i dont want to cause probloms, but i had to use a different name to get onto the board cause of the computer at the library, and i was to embarrest to tell anyone who i was because of what i have done. Its eating me up inside and i truly feel that i have no place to turn right now!!!! Mollyjean, im sorry that i have not kept in touch and im sorry that i have taken another wrong path!!! I guess i just let everyone down!
The sad thing is ....i realy thought that i was makeing a good decision in the begining!!! I thought that what they were telling me would realy work and get me off the vicadins and then i would be back to my "normal" self. There i go thinking again!!!!!!
Im only at the library for a few more min. and i know that i will not be able to get to write to you today....but maybe if someone eles reads this they can tell you that its here and you could write back to me when you get the chance and maybe tomorow, i can get back up here to see what you wrote!! I could sure use you right now......god, i realy need someone!!!
Im gonna try to be on this computer at around 1:00pm my time in Michigan So if that helps at all and you want to write to me please do......im asking for you to help me, even if its just writeing to me and keeping me company for a few min. Its more than i have now!!!!
Your Friend, "haveinithard" A>K>A> niblet .......*~~~~*Christina*~~~~*
Niblet I just knew it was you.I got so worried after I read what youve gotten into.Lets get something out front.You havent let us down you let yourself.Ill make sure Im here at 1.The only reason I wouldnt be is a Dr appoint.But trust me we'll talk.Try to hang in there you may have a ruff ride ahead of you but others have done it & I know you can too.Take Care...mj
Christina,
It is so good to see you posting again. I am sorry things aren't going good for you right now. You know what you have to do to change your life. Get back up and try again. How much vicodin are you taking now? Are you and your husband still together? How are the boys? I have missed you and so happy to see your alive even though you are back to using. That doesn't matter at this point. The most important thing is you realize you have a problem and you are reaching out for help. That is a good step in the right direction! You have not let any of us down so get that out of your mind girlfriend. Don't worry about what has been done just get back up and try again. You can do it and I have seen you do it before. I wish you all the happiness in the world. If you ever need to talk you can post to me here or e-mail me at Bunny4804@aol.com
I will be online tomorrow at 1pm so we can chat. Well let's just say I will try to be! Take care hun & hang in there. Rae
It is so good to see you posting again. I am sorry things aren't going good for you right now. You know what you have to do to change your life. Get back up and try again. How much vicodin are you taking now? Are you and your husband still together? How are the boys? I have missed you and so happy to see your alive even though you are back to using. That doesn't matter at this point. The most important thing is you realize you have a problem and you are reaching out for help. That is a good step in the right direction! You have not let any of us down so get that out of your mind girlfriend. Don't worry about what has been done just get back up and try again. You can do it and I have seen you do it before. I wish you all the happiness in the world. If you ever need to talk you can post to me here or e-mail me at Bunny4804@aol.com
I will be online tomorrow at 1pm so we can chat. Well let's just say I will try to be! Take care hun & hang in there. Rae
