Well cats out of the bag for me was busted sunday with a rig tolde cops everything well was posted in the local paper that i had a syringe and i admmitted to being a heroin addicct.ow everyone kn
Well everyone now knows what sucks is i got busted sunday and tues i had my first appt to get on subs thru the state .i am on probation for a dui no liscence the cops where actualy cool with me since i told them.the truth.hope i dont get violated i was on charged with simple paraphnila a syringe and was let go.even know i am totaly embarrased by this and shame guilt im.glad its out thrte cause i would of never told anyone.hoping the fact that i been on the sub waiting list for about 2 months help with po at this point id rather die then do the 15 months left on my sentence i am 50 told my pop id haul a** b4 going back to jail i realy want a life back tired of being sick
Well I was going to say the 15 months would be a good thing as far as having clean time goes but I think the judge would take the fact that you have been on a waiting list for the subs so he will let you continue with your probation and maybe ad 6 more months or something like that and urine testing. Good luck bro.
junkiejer,
Sorry things happened the way they did for you but unless you admit you have a problem you will never ever solve it.
Admitting to ourselves we have an addiction is hard....been there , done that, but if you really want to stop, as you say, you should be willing to do whatever it takes to get there. If suboxone is the way you have chosen then stick with it and give it your best shot.
Good luck to you and come back and let us know how you are doing. We have all been exactly where you are now, give or take some, and faced our demons and we have come back to fight another battle and give other folks on this board an encouraging word.
Being clean is a fantastic way to be once you get there.
wishing you the best! Ya know, maybe you could make a trip to the suboxone board here, that is if you are not real familiar with taking it. If you've got it covered than more power to you!!
granny
Sorry things happened the way they did for you but unless you admit you have a problem you will never ever solve it.
Admitting to ourselves we have an addiction is hard....been there , done that, but if you really want to stop, as you say, you should be willing to do whatever it takes to get there. If suboxone is the way you have chosen then stick with it and give it your best shot.
Good luck to you and come back and let us know how you are doing. We have all been exactly where you are now, give or take some, and faced our demons and we have come back to fight another battle and give other folks on this board an encouraging word.
Being clean is a fantastic way to be once you get there.
wishing you the best! Ya know, maybe you could make a trip to the suboxone board here, that is if you are not real familiar with taking it. If you've got it covered than more power to you!!
granny
Thanks all just woke day 2 with nothing i cut my habbit way back d
Since.i was already on urinez once weekly.so i only been using like every 3 dats and usua just too bags i wont get on subs for like 2 more weeks .i dont realy get thay sick i take elavil to sllep for me its like after day 2 i start going crazy.i get real.bad aniety of courze my dr wouldnt prescribe me a benzo i could stay clean with like 1 mg klonopin a day but dr refuses to give them.too me so im going on subs i will only take a small dose been on them before sucks i have to go this route but i rraly cant 12 STEP besides praying and meetings dont fix anxiety brsides i realy dont jive with the whole.12 step thing dont want to slam it but its defintely not for mr thanks all who wrote me jerry
Since.i was already on urinez once weekly.so i only been using like every 3 dats and usua just too bags i wont get on subs for like 2 more weeks .i dont realy get thay sick i take elavil to sllep for me its like after day 2 i start going crazy.i get real.bad aniety of courze my dr wouldnt prescribe me a benzo i could stay clean with like 1 mg klonopin a day but dr refuses to give them.too me so im going on subs i will only take a small dose been on them before sucks i have to go this route but i rraly cant 12 STEP besides praying and meetings dont fix anxiety brsides i realy dont jive with the whole.12 step thing dont want to slam it but its defintely not for mr thanks all who wrote me jerry
Oo ps i have admmitted to myself years ago addicct
Hey Jerry,
Have you ever considered going on methadone? It is what saved my life and I am grateful every day for it. hey, I'm a grandma with 3 grandkids and I wasn't too proud to go in and ask for help.
I got clean thru a 12 step program but heroin is a very hard habit to stop and while suboxone may sound easier it may be harder.Trying methadone for a bit to get stabilized might be an idea and then, when the time is right, detox down and go on the subs if that is what you want.
How long have you been addicted to opiates? Do you know anything about methadone and/or have you ever tried it?
just wondering.
granny
Have you ever considered going on methadone? It is what saved my life and I am grateful every day for it. hey, I'm a grandma with 3 grandkids and I wasn't too proud to go in and ask for help.
I got clean thru a 12 step program but heroin is a very hard habit to stop and while suboxone may sound easier it may be harder.Trying methadone for a bit to get stabilized might be an idea and then, when the time is right, detox down and go on the subs if that is what you want.
How long have you been addicted to opiates? Do you know anything about methadone and/or have you ever tried it?
just wondering.
granny
Yup.been on opiates five six years now not even sure might be longer but yes i been on methadone b4 and subs and dope and meth and subs i dont want ti go to a clinic every day.and i kicked 160 mg a day methadone habbit in jail was my worse exp ever so i wont go back on that im obly gonna do the subs for a while .i might be in jail b4 i get them but i told my pop ill run if i can.not letting them.lock me up that easy. But thanks for the writings jerry
Man, ,I always hated the "little police blotter"- -that puts your name for all to see in the local paper- -whats the fucin purpose - I feel bad for ya man- -
Your right ,now the cats outta the bag- -the secret is out there for all to pass judgement- -my sympathies -
Peaceandrespect
jack
Your right ,now the cats outta the bag- -the secret is out there for all to pass judgement- -my sympathies -
Peaceandrespect
jack
