My Friday Night Is Here And That's Pretty Cool

I guess that helps me realize how important this is to me!
it's day 4 already isn't it?? how are you feeling?
tea in the hottub!?


xoxoxoxoxoxoo
Yeah....I think it will be a ritual. I am physically feeling odd, but hope seems to be beating back the dread/depression. It is better to feel less alone.

I've done much partying over the years and I am sitting here (drinking tea) getting a kick out of this weekend "party!'
Im making tea to drink too! Its nice and chilly here--- its so nice. I never wouldve imagined enjoying staying home on a friday night but now I love it! You will be feeling better and better!
Evening mr,

Is it 4 days? That's wonderful. Getting to day four isn't easy. Every day from now on your going to feel better and better.

I am so happy for you.

Catherine

Tuesday AM I had three 10mg because the wds were making me feel like death. I decided to stop the taper plan at noon that day. I have not had a pill in 84 hours.
This is my first Friday night without pills since June 05.
Mrjer....thats fantastic...look at you! Friday nights are highly overated anyways...lol...specially when one is all fired up drugs...nawww not a way to live. I will take a quite nite with my family or even by myself...and a nice cuppa tea anytime!!!!
I became a musician and was playing out by 17. There is a lifestyle that is glamorized.....my heroes were junkies. I am getting past that, though. As ridiculous as it seems now, getting f&%$ed up was a part of the life!
Musicians thinking they have to go to the land of the living dead for their music. I know the lifesyle well. I didn't engage in it myself. I had friends that were going to "make it" in the music business. Going on fantastic drug and who knows what else benders were SOP. None of them "made it", in the music business anyway. lol

Welcome to No Pill Friday Night soon to be followed by No Pill Saturday and Sunday Night by the way.

Catherine
mrjer...

good for you on the 84 hours. count the mintues if you have to!

best,

sarah
Great going! Have a great weekend.
I am very pleased to see you here with such a positive attitude. You are doing great, and I think being positive will help you more than you think. Take care.
You are doing sooo great! Keep it up, you can do it!
i forgot to ask, are you doing this alone?


(obviously not completely, because we all care about ya.....and we know what you're going through.....) but other than that ... are you doing this alone?

just curious.

xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
((((jer))))

your awesome..........

Bless your heart..........


hey....((((skeet))))!!!!!

thumper
Katherine, what is SOP?

Good for you, mj. It will get better and better!! Did you cut off all suppliers?
Just know that you are on your way to a much more serene life; it gets better!!!
SOP is standard operating procedure. Now, does it make sense?
Hugs to you Jer...just one friday night out of many many more to come. Congrats to you.

Heath