Nail Polish Remover Addict

i cant stop smelling nail polish remover. It all started when my mum found out i was dating someone and we were texting rly rude things and she saw all the messages. I went to the bottle when i felt stressed, or when i was crying. the guy later broke up with me because i was grounded and there was no way for us to talk. I then sniffed it more. He later dated my best friend and they seemed so happy i became angry and jealous. I then started sniffing it for ages every day, i have gone through countless bottles. I still can't get over the smell. When i tell my brain no it listens but sometimes i can't fight it and just walk right up to the draw its in and start walking towards it and away.
pls i just need someone to help me
You sound a lot like me