This may sound silly but I feel I need to ask
Dear God please somehow send me the will power your strength to deal with this sober....It hurts Lord Please help lift it even alittle
Amen
Ditto everything everyone else said.
MJ...don't do it! I am sorry you are in pain...but NO pill is going to make it better. Like Jan said, it will only get worse. Please, play that tape all the way through...you know how this ends, and it isn't good! I know you remember how bad it can get.
I hope it gets better.
Love and peace.
Sarah
MJ...don't do it! I am sorry you are in pain...but NO pill is going to make it better. Like Jan said, it will only get worse. Please, play that tape all the way through...you know how this ends, and it isn't good! I know you remember how bad it can get.
I hope it gets better.
Love and peace.
Sarah
Thank you Sarah...Im going to need to sign off in about 5.But I know Ill be here in the morning & I know from the past Ill have more supportive post.Thank you.It seems everytime I need extra support you guys do not let me down...How does one EVER thank such love & support enough???
Molly
Molly
Hey MJ...nothing in the world is worth that hell. Really. Remember, that one pill is too many and a thousand is never enough.
Just hang on .....and you can always email!!!! I am only a click away.
It just isn't worth it; believe me, I have been there.
Just hang on .....and you can always email!!!! I am only a click away.
It just isn't worth it; believe me, I have been there.
Lb Thank you...I need to sign off & do some soul & heart searching.Ill be on in the morning.
I wont use(God knows Smoking again is bad enough).I know this is too important a situation to try & drug away.Thank you for your support.You Kerry always have been here for me to try & help/
As I said I need to soul search on this one ....Thank you huny
Love molly
I wont use(God knows Smoking again is bad enough).I know this is too important a situation to try & drug away.Thank you for your support.You Kerry always have been here for me to try & help/
As I said I need to soul search on this one ....Thank you huny
Love molly
I sent you mail....
And you better read it.
Nothing but nothing is worth using over.....
All I can think of is what of your soul. You can't lose that....
Love,
Tina
And you better read it.
Nothing but nothing is worth using over.....
All I can think of is what of your soul. You can't lose that....
Love,
Tina
Hey Sweetie, I sent you mail too, and I will call you in the morning. It is going to be OK, Sabrina. History is not repeating itself this time! No Way!!!!
I love you, Carol
Mj, YGM, I hope your doing better tomarrow. if you ever need someone to talk to i'll be here.
brina..............
i am so so sorry your feeling like this..........*sigh*
i just am now reading this thread..........
i feel just terrible........i was at work all day and i did not read this...
whats going on?
molly jean................you know i am always here for you........
please call me, will you please........
thats what friends are for.... times like these......as well as the fun times........
please remember that if i am working.........i can call you right back, and i WILL.
i always have time for friends in need of love and support..........
i have alot of love to give.........i dont know where it comes from....
i will even sing to you........now ..i know THAT made you smile...whoo hoo...
you have helped me in an area with my father and for some reason your just so easy to open my heart to about this.....
there are times when i feel that no one is reall there for me when it comes to things like this so...........i want to be there for you as well brina....
i am so glad to see that your calling on the Lord.......
Please lord hear her cry...........and help my dear freind........
i love you miss molly brina jean ............very much.........
stephy and i are concerned and we are praying for you.
thumper
I LOVE YOU
i am so so sorry your feeling like this..........*sigh*
i just am now reading this thread..........
i feel just terrible........i was at work all day and i did not read this...
whats going on?
molly jean................you know i am always here for you........
please call me, will you please........
thats what friends are for.... times like these......as well as the fun times........
please remember that if i am working.........i can call you right back, and i WILL.
i always have time for friends in need of love and support..........
i have alot of love to give.........i dont know where it comes from....
i will even sing to you........now ..i know THAT made you smile...whoo hoo...
you have helped me in an area with my father and for some reason your just so easy to open my heart to about this.....
there are times when i feel that no one is reall there for me when it comes to things like this so...........i want to be there for you as well brina....
i am so glad to see that your calling on the Lord.......
Please lord hear her cry...........and help my dear freind........
i love you miss molly brina jean ............very much.........
stephy and i are concerned and we are praying for you.
thumper
I LOVE YOU
Hi Thumps...your awake...everyone is usually sleeping around here when I jump on at this time.
Hi cutie...hope you day was good!
Molly check your mail honey...I am sure you have a boat load...we are waiting to hear from you sweetheart.
Hi cutie...hope you day was good!
Molly check your mail honey...I am sure you have a boat load...we are waiting to hear from you sweetheart.
mj my friend i know what the feeling of a relapse or even the thought of it feels like! praying for u for the strength to get through this!!!! i have faith in u!!
xooxxooox
xooxxooox
yes...lol...........iam awake.........i get home at midnight.......
so after my shower........i get refreshed........i am having problems sleeping...
these days............
love ya kee kee..........
thumper
so after my shower........i get refreshed........i am having problems sleeping...
these days............
love ya kee kee..........
thumper
Sorry for your pain, MJ. ((((((Hugs)))))) Know that we all care. Big girl panties, big girl panties!!!
I hope that you are doing better this morning MJ!
THANK YOU ALL
A new day & again Im strong & willing to deal with my problenm at hand,myself & life
Im so blessed for all of you
Molly
A new day & again Im strong & willing to deal with my problenm at hand,myself & life
Im so blessed for all of you
Molly
Sabrina,its so nice to see you posting this morning,thats always a good sign.If we didnt hear from you today,well...we would all be worried to say the least.I hope life is getting easier.Things get so hard sometimes,i know,first hsnd.Lifes throwing me some very very very big curves right now.But...ive learned some tools and so have you.We,us,our sobriety comes before ALL else.No matter what!!!! Youre going to make it through this girl,no matter what it is,youve done it before and you will continue to keep doing it,becasue you are worth it!Remember that!~KIM
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I just saw this thread. I had no idea you were feeling this way. You know what not to do. It's good you came here to talk. I'll send you an email, and you know mine is always open for you.
((((HUGS))))
((((HUGS))))
