Hey I may not put whats wrong tonight on here but Ill say think,,,,Relapsing is a HIGH thought & I could use as much support as I can.Im hurting,I am scared & feel lost & alone
Screw Mikey & his no at night computer rules...
Hang in there! I couldn't be hurting anymore than right nw, but I would shoot any ne that offered me a drug right now. I am ready for my back to give me a freakin break! I can relate, let's keep up our good work! Only day 12 for me
Sabrina..you've come way to far for this..the holidays, stuff here..stuff at home is stressing you..take a breath and try to relax..come on...
Brendid I dont think I welcomed you so WELCOME!!! Ive been here for 2 years & been on Suboxone for as long & may be for life.
The pain Im feeling is so deep so close to my heart I just dont know if I can do what Im going to need to do sober.
Its bad enough that Ive returned to smoking Cigs after ????mths of not...
God this pain is so personal
12 days good for you.
Usually huny Im on here trying to support others but tonight....Im so alone!!!
The pain Im feeling is so deep so close to my heart I just dont know if I can do what Im going to need to do sober.
Its bad enough that Ive returned to smoking Cigs after ????mths of not...
God this pain is so personal
12 days good for you.
Usually huny Im on here trying to support others but tonight....Im so alone!!!
Molly what is wrong?
danny if only it were that easy.......Please God take this pain from my heart tonight,PLEASE just for alittle while till I feel strong again
Jeff honest this is so close to my heart I cannot post it just know its bad for me to be THIS bad...Talk to me friend,give me all the reasons to hang on PLEASE!!!
I dont even care how mad Mikey gets for me being on here right now
I dont even care how mad Mikey gets for me being on here right now
Write me. Have no idea whats wrong. How can I help?
YGM
Jeff just do what you do best,......Make me feel like giving up isnt worth it PLEASE!!!
Molly YGM
This must be bad if you of all people are feeling this way. MJ- You've come so far..unless you open up, it's hard to give you any advice..
Danny Ill email you theres NO way I could put something close to my heart here I just cant cant.Keep in mind when I write its only today ill mention,the rest would take too long & Mikeys mad enough.But tonight...screw him!!!
YMG
M.J YGM.
Just read it . I will be in and out for the next couple hours.
Jeff
Just read it . I will be in and out for the next couple hours.
Jeff
Ohhh Brinagirl........
I just signed on for the first time today, I had my sub dr. appt today, so just saw this post.
You listen to me girley...............You are one strong woman and there is nothing in this world worth it. You are worth so so much more than that.
I know how stressful this time of year can be especially.
Been there, and done this so many times............I dont want you to feel the regret afterward.
Going to email you sweetie.
Love ya Hugs.
I just signed on for the first time today, I had my sub dr. appt today, so just saw this post.
You listen to me girley...............You are one strong woman and there is nothing in this world worth it. You are worth so so much more than that.
I know how stressful this time of year can be especially.
Been there, and done this so many times............I dont want you to feel the regret afterward.
Going to email you sweetie.
Love ya Hugs.
MJ,
Just saw your post...I am so sorry you are hurting girlie girl. I hope whatever it is that is bothering you, that you can find a solution to ease the pain...And while I don't know your troubles I DO KNOW that whatever it is will not go away by getting high....In fact in the end it will only make it worse, lots worse. You know this MJ....Play the tape through to the end...
Hugs,
Jan
Just saw your post...I am so sorry you are hurting girlie girl. I hope whatever it is that is bothering you, that you can find a solution to ease the pain...And while I don't know your troubles I DO KNOW that whatever it is will not go away by getting high....In fact in the end it will only make it worse, lots worse. You know this MJ....Play the tape through to the end...
Hugs,
Jan
Jan Thank you....Jodigirl YGM with the rest of the story ok???
Love you both & THANK you for being here.Mikey wishes he could help but honest he just doesnt understand the relapse part so I NEEDED you & the love & support you give
Thank you
Love you both & THANK you for being here.Mikey wishes he could help but honest he just doesnt understand the relapse part so I NEEDED you & the love & support you give
Thank you
Hi sweetie....whats wrong? doesnt matter.....listen..play that tape...play it in slow motion....so you will vividly remember what hell those pills are.
Your disease is screaming at you right now..you need to scream back! One thing that I am very aware of is that you will get no relief and if you do...very very temporary...beat this MJ...you can do it...fight back those urges and cravings and heartache..now is your time to really show how much you have grown...please if you need to talk..email me with your phone #...I will help!
Don't be afraid..do it..I would love to help you...I need to help you...it helps me!!
Love you...kee kee
Your disease is screaming at you right now..you need to scream back! One thing that I am very aware of is that you will get no relief and if you do...very very temporary...beat this MJ...you can do it...fight back those urges and cravings and heartache..now is your time to really show how much you have grown...please if you need to talk..email me with your phone #...I will help!
Don't be afraid..do it..I would love to help you...I need to help you...it helps me!!
Love you...kee kee
MJ.......
Got ya, on my way to the mail........
Jan............Hey you. Always good to see ya Big Hugs.
Kee Kee............Great advice...........as always. Love your posts :)
Got ya, on my way to the mail........
Jan............Hey you. Always good to see ya Big Hugs.
Kee Kee............Great advice...........as always. Love your posts :)
