Need Some Help Here

Alcohol
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I'm at my wits end here, I thought I was getting better but come to find out that the infection in my back has gotten worse, and a drink would sure sound good about now, I'm so tired of things getting worse that I'm about to do the unthinkable I no in my heart that it's not going to help but it sure would make me forget for awhile. I really need a pal right now.please someone help me though this.
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Hello White Kitty,

Sounds like you have alot to deal with! I was told whenever I felt like you do"THINK THE DRINK ALL THE WAY THROUGH...WHERE WILL YOU END UP AFTERWARDS???????Hang in there I will say some prayers for you. Can you go to a meeting? or are you stuck in bed? I hope that whatever you are going through, that it gets better soon. Love,
T.
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WK-So sorry to hear about your situation. I agree with the last post, think the drink all the way through. It is only a temporary solution. Life's difficulties will still come and go whether we get drunk or not...if you are a member of AA draw the strength found in the steps especially 1, 2 & 3. Try saying the Serenity prayer, it helps me get centered when I feel desperate. Hang on and check back in....let us know how you are doing now.
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thank you both, as you said think it through all the way through, and I did and it's not worth it, it will only get worse and what I'm going through right now, I really don't need another nightmare, at this point I can only move when I have to so going to a meeting is out for now, but I have this sight and people like you give me the streght to do the right thing, I will let you know how things are going for me soon. thanks again
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WK-You can call your local Alano club or AA Central office and a meeting can be brought to you if you like....pick up the phone and call people from the meetings you attend too...you will be 12 stepping more than you will ever know!