http://healing.about.com/cs/spiritu...moonrituals.htm
Love and Light,
Diana
Lady, You got a lunar calendar?
You know how many people laugh at me when I suggest anything regarding planetary influence? Oh I was a running joke years back when we'd be meeting someone and the plans got mixed up and it was all miscommunication I'd say "Mercury is in retrograde". My friend would laugh their heads off. Oh yeah so when the car would break down and their washing machines, and on and on I'd say "Well mercury is in retrograde". Believe it.
Meantime, I'd say "Hey ya think it's funny? The moon controls the tides in them great big oceans ya think it ain't going to effect your body?" Peace on you, WW, and keep on keeping on, babes. Thanks for the link. I got my sage.
You know how many people laugh at me when I suggest anything regarding planetary influence? Oh I was a running joke years back when we'd be meeting someone and the plans got mixed up and it was all miscommunication I'd say "Mercury is in retrograde". My friend would laugh their heads off. Oh yeah so when the car would break down and their washing machines, and on and on I'd say "Well mercury is in retrograde". Believe it.
Meantime, I'd say "Hey ya think it's funny? The moon controls the tides in them great big oceans ya think it ain't going to effect your body?" Peace on you, WW, and keep on keeping on, babes. Thanks for the link. I got my sage.
Oh cool ! Someone else who gets me and the "Mercury in Retrograde" explanation ! No I don't have an "official" Lunar calendar but you can bet I sure pay attention to alot more than the average bear does........
Aww let 'em laugh...and let 'em call it the Looney Calendar....sages and fools...us and them eh?
Speaking of sage...:-) right on Bryn...
My son is a smoker and a drinker, he's also using pot on occasion. :-( He is smudging now too, as I told him how negative entities, spirits and dark energies are strongly drawn to individuals who use drugs and alcohol. When people get stoned, their auras get weak and these negative entities and energies can easily penetrate into a persons aura or body. Humans are quite defenseless when they are stoned. Yeah...I'm a buzz kill with this info.
Believe it.
Bryn, my house is so gemmed up and crystalized and smells funny you'd love it ! LOL ...oh and no word of a lie this little 6 year old boy came up to me while I was in the stands watching my sons ball game last night and surprised me with a hug and then he put a flower in my hair and called me his friend. Life just keeps getting more and more interesting.....:-)
Love and Light,
Diana
Aww let 'em laugh...and let 'em call it the Looney Calendar....sages and fools...us and them eh?
Speaking of sage...:-) right on Bryn...
My son is a smoker and a drinker, he's also using pot on occasion. :-( He is smudging now too, as I told him how negative entities, spirits and dark energies are strongly drawn to individuals who use drugs and alcohol. When people get stoned, their auras get weak and these negative entities and energies can easily penetrate into a persons aura or body. Humans are quite defenseless when they are stoned. Yeah...I'm a buzz kill with this info.
Believe it.
Bryn, my house is so gemmed up and crystalized and smells funny you'd love it ! LOL ...oh and no word of a lie this little 6 year old boy came up to me while I was in the stands watching my sons ball game last night and surprised me with a hug and then he put a flower in my hair and called me his friend. Life just keeps getting more and more interesting.....:-)
Love and Light,
Diana
Hey, you should have seen what happened to me during the saturn return!!
I'll join the loony lunar club!!
I'll join the loony lunar club!!
oooh the saturn return.....do tell....:-)
Hi Lacey ! Welcome to the club...
Hi Lacey ! Welcome to the club...
Well, it was just the classic change of everything really!
At 29 when it began I met and hooked up with a heroin addict. He really was something else, I was besotted!! He was a beggar and I took to the street corner with him, whilst all my friends warned me off him, laughed at me, thought I had gone mad. I couldn't care less, I found him magnetic.
Before that I had a whole circle of people, but during the saturn return, I just dropped them all, the whole lot, I dropped the whole of my old life and moved out of the scene, and got a place to live with this guy.
He was the most fascinating, unusual, deep and revolutionary person.
I do believe he was a kind of teacher to me. The stuff he talked about was beyond anything I had heard before, really boundary stretching - all about the nature of life, and spirituality. In fact the first time I ever saw him, I was sitting outside a cafe with a friend and he came over asking for spare change, and I thought he was an angel - he had so much beauty - not just physical - his whole being was beautiful. Captivating.
Unfortuatley though with him an addict, and me an alcoholic it was also the most impossibly hellish experience you could imagine, but one that completely changed my life forever.
I sobered up.
At 29 when it began I met and hooked up with a heroin addict. He really was something else, I was besotted!! He was a beggar and I took to the street corner with him, whilst all my friends warned me off him, laughed at me, thought I had gone mad. I couldn't care less, I found him magnetic.
Before that I had a whole circle of people, but during the saturn return, I just dropped them all, the whole lot, I dropped the whole of my old life and moved out of the scene, and got a place to live with this guy.
He was the most fascinating, unusual, deep and revolutionary person.
I do believe he was a kind of teacher to me. The stuff he talked about was beyond anything I had heard before, really boundary stretching - all about the nature of life, and spirituality. In fact the first time I ever saw him, I was sitting outside a cafe with a friend and he came over asking for spare change, and I thought he was an angel - he had so much beauty - not just physical - his whole being was beautiful. Captivating.
Unfortuatley though with him an addict, and me an alcoholic it was also the most impossibly hellish experience you could imagine, but one that completely changed my life forever.
I sobered up.
Well, Lacey funny how the stories are similar with us alcoholic/addicts. :-)
Sobriety looks good on you. I've read about your experiences. :-)
I am at 90 days as of yesterday. I feel tired and I'm struggling with not having motivation for exercise right now. It would certainly wake me up and give me energy. Asking the universe to help me out is all I have today.
Love and Light,
Diana
Sobriety looks good on you. I've read about your experiences. :-)
I am at 90 days as of yesterday. I feel tired and I'm struggling with not having motivation for exercise right now. It would certainly wake me up and give me energy. Asking the universe to help me out is all I have today.
Love and Light,
Diana
90 days wow!!! put your cape on wonderwoman:)
xo jojo
xo jojo
Thank you, JoJo. My cape's in the laundry, too tired to get it. :-) More synchronicity....we found out from our marriage counsellor that yesterday was also EXACTLY one year to the date the last time we saw her. I thought that was pretty interesting. We all laughed about the theory that it was a "Annual Spring Tune-Up" session. It went well, our marriage has plenty of strengths, considering the challenges we are facing.
I am exhausted and looking forward to cooking up a new ww recipe for tonight.....
How's your weekend going ?
edit to share bumper sticker "Not all who wander are lost"
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I am exhausted and looking forward to cooking up a new ww recipe for tonight.....
How's your weekend going ?
edit to share bumper sticker "Not all who wander are lost"
D
90 days - wow!!
I'm on 15 months - today in fact - but I still don't have the motivation for exercise!!
The mental lethargy I find a big obstacle.
I'm on 15 months - today in fact - but I still don't have the motivation for exercise!!
The mental lethargy I find a big obstacle.
hello all- ww i just took a part time freelance assignment for a month. i've worked at this place before got lot of so called bad luck history and all in all the place has bad luck... bad mojo i don't know the word. nice people, bad luck dunno? naturally for years it was the place for me to hide when i was out of work and they needed me for a time. now i want to open myself to this place. but first i want to purge there. because oddly i think that there, or what we do is my lifes work. all my good stuff could be there i just never let it before. huge insight. anyhoooooo i thought i'd bring a stone for good energy. any suggestions?
i don't think a stone i collected on the beach last weekend is going to do it...
how are you? i took this assigment because i think it will be good for me at this point ... i need to do something for someone else and me too. i them they have 100% of my attention. i don't think i ever said that and meant it before.
xo jojo
i don't think a stone i collected on the beach last weekend is going to do it...
how are you? i took this assigment because i think it will be good for me at this point ... i need to do something for someone else and me too. i them they have 100% of my attention. i don't think i ever said that and meant it before.
xo jojo
For left-right brain balance, use moss agate. For insight, use azurine.
I'll look up some more for you later.
As far as your amazing growth with this...I'm really proud of you and wish you all the best, gf.
I started my day with yoga and treadmill, then went for an hour walk in our park, the water is high and I'm not. :-) Looking forward to the bike ride after school with my son.
It's a good day. Puffy marshmellow clouds !
I had a slip on the long weekend :-( found a roach, then got paranoid and hid in my bathroom pathetically.....then proceeded to clean my bathroom. Oh and then I found the kitchen and pigged out. You can imagine the insanity of all the feelings surrounding this whole incident. Just typing this out is horribly embarassing. AND it tasted like s***. Not that I actually know what s*** tastes like but you catch my drift.....
AND I don't like feeling like this....all fuzzy still and burned out and thinking about it again. I HATE THINKING ABOUT IT. I went DAYS without thinking about it. Hell, I went YEARS without thinking about it.
Being completely present and LIVING life feels much better.
Mistake one: I didn't insist that my husband drive me to my meeting before he took the car to his dealer. I didn't put my needs first.
Mistake two: I didn't insist that my husband remove/hide EVERYTHING in the garage. I didn't put my needs first.
Mistake three: Blaming my husband for my own stupidity and not putting my needs first.
We must never speak of this again.
That was then and this is now.
Love and Light,
Diana
I'll look up some more for you later.
As far as your amazing growth with this...I'm really proud of you and wish you all the best, gf.
I started my day with yoga and treadmill, then went for an hour walk in our park, the water is high and I'm not. :-) Looking forward to the bike ride after school with my son.
It's a good day. Puffy marshmellow clouds !
I had a slip on the long weekend :-( found a roach, then got paranoid and hid in my bathroom pathetically.....then proceeded to clean my bathroom. Oh and then I found the kitchen and pigged out. You can imagine the insanity of all the feelings surrounding this whole incident. Just typing this out is horribly embarassing. AND it tasted like s***. Not that I actually know what s*** tastes like but you catch my drift.....
AND I don't like feeling like this....all fuzzy still and burned out and thinking about it again. I HATE THINKING ABOUT IT. I went DAYS without thinking about it. Hell, I went YEARS without thinking about it.
Being completely present and LIVING life feels much better.
Mistake one: I didn't insist that my husband drive me to my meeting before he took the car to his dealer. I didn't put my needs first.
Mistake two: I didn't insist that my husband remove/hide EVERYTHING in the garage. I didn't put my needs first.
Mistake three: Blaming my husband for my own stupidity and not putting my needs first.
We must never speak of this again.
That was then and this is now.
Love and Light,
Diana
Uh-Oh I'm thinking we need to sticky this thread........see what ya started Wonder Woman, and hey, congrats to ya, Sister.........that's quite a feat ya accomplished.........and ya had a tiny LAPSE that ain't no RE-lapse.....no big whoop there.........like ya said........ya looked at it, got on wit yer bad self, and no we won't speak of it ever again..........you learned.
Now, you peeps I am loving this thread...........and indeed I met many a heroin addict who was at one time evolved in some form or another........supposedly as some say "We FEEL more than others".......that's a tad selfish to say, but being attuned to every other person on earth can drain a person.
Oh I'm a star and champion of letting especially elderly people zap my energy...so now I cover my dang solar plexus.........on a bus, a train......all come right up to me and wind up showing me photographs of their deceased spouse and stuff.........which I rather enjoy but then I feel bad.
Meantime, WW yes indeed I'd love your house............pre-heroin I was a macrobiotic, I went to yoga daily, my aura was golden I tell ya........and I KNOW that drugs, alcohol trust me I do know.........brings about some very negative forces...........and I dare write this.............O.K. I don't care.......I do have ghosts in my house..........they were here before me.........LOL.....seriously and one of them..........pops up when you are fighting or sad..........or mad.........lower/negative enrgy..........less ya think I'm a raging LUNAtic........there's that lunar again..........LOL.......everyone in my family has seen them........and even neighbors and friends.
Perhaps we were all reincarnated together...........ya never know........and yeah I did past life regression..........I however was nobody important..........not no Egyptian Princess or nuttin.
Do keep telling us about all this stuff..........I am loving it.........I surround myself with the perfect white light..........oh yeah and I am afraid of that Oijia board....but not of the Tarot.......and I'm a Catholic.......and I love the great mystics......but any of this talk could get me booted from the Church.......so
shhhhhhhhhhhhh, nah I'm kidding.........you guys rock.
Now, you peeps I am loving this thread...........and indeed I met many a heroin addict who was at one time evolved in some form or another........supposedly as some say "We FEEL more than others".......that's a tad selfish to say, but being attuned to every other person on earth can drain a person.
Oh I'm a star and champion of letting especially elderly people zap my energy...so now I cover my dang solar plexus.........on a bus, a train......all come right up to me and wind up showing me photographs of their deceased spouse and stuff.........which I rather enjoy but then I feel bad.
Meantime, WW yes indeed I'd love your house............pre-heroin I was a macrobiotic, I went to yoga daily, my aura was golden I tell ya........and I KNOW that drugs, alcohol trust me I do know.........brings about some very negative forces...........and I dare write this.............O.K. I don't care.......I do have ghosts in my house..........they were here before me.........LOL.....seriously and one of them..........pops up when you are fighting or sad..........or mad.........lower/negative enrgy..........less ya think I'm a raging LUNAtic........there's that lunar again..........LOL.......everyone in my family has seen them........and even neighbors and friends.
Perhaps we were all reincarnated together...........ya never know........and yeah I did past life regression..........I however was nobody important..........not no Egyptian Princess or nuttin.
Do keep telling us about all this stuff..........I am loving it.........I surround myself with the perfect white light..........oh yeah and I am afraid of that Oijia board....but not of the Tarot.......and I'm a Catholic.......and I love the great mystics......but any of this talk could get me booted from the Church.......so
shhhhhhhhhhhhh, nah I'm kidding.........you guys rock.
Whoops, suffice to say.......heroin does not make you hallucinate.......and I saw one of them what I think was a shadow person.......and I was not high.....I was using then.........and I indeed saw a man in a black suit with a black fedora.
Call the goon squad on me, but that's true.........drugs is bad for ya........and weather that was my imagination or not........it was not nice.
Call the goon squad on me, but that's true.........drugs is bad for ya........and weather that was my imagination or not........it was not nice.
ww- you are living in honesty. i slipped last week too. didn't want to tell you (yet) i knew you were vunerable. i did tell jamv (to be accountable and ask questions). i'm sorry.
it's just full of triggers.
i know what you mean when you say you locked yourself in the bathroom and cleaned it. me too. and sorted a box of clothes. my head was cloudy for days it seemed... not how i want to live. the reality of it isn't how i want to live either. yes it shouldn't be talked about again. yet if you need to why not e-mail me off the board? i don't want to trigger anyone.
one of the reasons i took on a few week freelance situation to help get my life moving and get me out... amongst people again... i dunno. i don't think all the rocks or crystals or anything is going to help with this one. i have to figure out what to do. it's not a healthy scene (they are cig smokers- no offence to cig smokers). i need to create my own scenes i think. don't know if i can do it there... dunno, dunno!
okay i have to take care of my little one.
good for speaking up. i'm way proud of you:)!
sorry i didn't speak out... i hope you understand...i hope...
xo jojo
it's just full of triggers.
i know what you mean when you say you locked yourself in the bathroom and cleaned it. me too. and sorted a box of clothes. my head was cloudy for days it seemed... not how i want to live. the reality of it isn't how i want to live either. yes it shouldn't be talked about again. yet if you need to why not e-mail me off the board? i don't want to trigger anyone.
one of the reasons i took on a few week freelance situation to help get my life moving and get me out... amongst people again... i dunno. i don't think all the rocks or crystals or anything is going to help with this one. i have to figure out what to do. it's not a healthy scene (they are cig smokers- no offence to cig smokers). i need to create my own scenes i think. don't know if i can do it there... dunno, dunno!
okay i have to take care of my little one.
good for speaking up. i'm way proud of you:)!
sorry i didn't speak out... i hope you understand...i hope...
xo jojo
Well, I'm all tingling up the back of my head dear Bryn, happens everytime I read certain people on the boards....thank you for being so open with me....we have some similarities....shadow people....yes...is that what that weirdness was that day.....I swear it was sitting on my couch last year ??
I had a bad experience at a friends house several years ago with some entities in her spare room, it was evil, I could feel it....it took me months to confess to her....she tells me her mom refuses to sleep there when she visits.... My comments confirmed what her mom was feeling. They had purchased an old bed that her daughter was sleeping in but the little girl had "visitors" so they moved this bed to the spare room...she didn't want to tell anyone because it sounded crazy.....
sensitive yes....and especially after the night I just had...I shared with the meditation group about my addiction lapse....just opened my mouth and out it came....no issue with the throat chakra....lol....turns out my teacher was a rehab counsellor....life is so cool....then as the light in the ceiling starts going all wonky.....I decided to talk to my teacher after meditation....asked him about orbs and and why do they show up in some pictures I have of me.....and just what are they ??? ghosts ? or maybe.... he started talking about Arcturians ??? and something about extraterrestrials ???? and it's a whole other theory I never knew about and now I'm off on another quest. I HAVE to stay clean to absorb all this....I was going to go to an NA meeting on Thursday but low and behold a lady tonight handed me a pamphlet about this sacred geometry event and Arcturians info going on at the science center.....on THURSDAY...none of this scares me....in fact it does the opposite and I KNOW I am protected and when I say love and light to people, I ain't kidding around.....
So you know me, the research buff...take a deep breath....these sites are really....quite different.......yet...strangely comforting...;-P..... and I am reading Edgar Cayce Essentials along with three other books lol, so yeah....I'm vibrating.....LOL
http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Sha...6583/et052.html
http://www.geocities.com/atlanteana...arcturians.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/sg.html
JoJo,
I will email you after I've had a good night's sleep...step away from the bathroom...:-)
You're just fine, you can always counterbalance the smokers with incense. :-) If there is one thing I've learned in the last few months....never second guess yourself. You are exactly where you need to be. We are all intuitive, you just have to tap into it....
Love and Light,
Diana
I had a bad experience at a friends house several years ago with some entities in her spare room, it was evil, I could feel it....it took me months to confess to her....she tells me her mom refuses to sleep there when she visits.... My comments confirmed what her mom was feeling. They had purchased an old bed that her daughter was sleeping in but the little girl had "visitors" so they moved this bed to the spare room...she didn't want to tell anyone because it sounded crazy.....
sensitive yes....and especially after the night I just had...I shared with the meditation group about my addiction lapse....just opened my mouth and out it came....no issue with the throat chakra....lol....turns out my teacher was a rehab counsellor....life is so cool....then as the light in the ceiling starts going all wonky.....I decided to talk to my teacher after meditation....asked him about orbs and and why do they show up in some pictures I have of me.....and just what are they ??? ghosts ? or maybe.... he started talking about Arcturians ??? and something about extraterrestrials ???? and it's a whole other theory I never knew about and now I'm off on another quest. I HAVE to stay clean to absorb all this....I was going to go to an NA meeting on Thursday but low and behold a lady tonight handed me a pamphlet about this sacred geometry event and Arcturians info going on at the science center.....on THURSDAY...none of this scares me....in fact it does the opposite and I KNOW I am protected and when I say love and light to people, I ain't kidding around.....
So you know me, the research buff...take a deep breath....these sites are really....quite different.......yet...strangely comforting...;-P..... and I am reading Edgar Cayce Essentials along with three other books lol, so yeah....I'm vibrating.....LOL
http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Sha...6583/et052.html
http://www.geocities.com/atlanteana...arcturians.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/sg.html
JoJo,
I will email you after I've had a good night's sleep...step away from the bathroom...:-)
You're just fine, you can always counterbalance the smokers with incense. :-) If there is one thing I've learned in the last few months....never second guess yourself. You are exactly where you need to be. We are all intuitive, you just have to tap into it....
Love and Light,
Diana
Chicka I hope the Actuarians ain't beamed ya up........come on now is that another synchronicity moment......ya never heard of them then ya get a pamphlet.........AND it's because you spoke of your lapse........throat chakra all clear is right.........amazing stuff......I wanted to get it all sinking in before I replied.......hope it alright we write about this on here.
Ohhhhhh, indeed I found out ghosts or spirits........whichever........they can be connected to old things.......to posessions.......thus the bed........wow, cool ya finally said something.........hey, we got that sixth sense for a reason.
Thanks for linking me up.........DuDe, I got them rods in my photographs.....the sky fish they call them as well.......and man I got one that is huge.......and I ain't liking it............Sister, somebody will say we got abducted by aliens they read this........but hey open minded.........I'm not afraid of ghosts, but I am not wanting no alien getting me........LOL.......they'll think every human is like me.
That'd be a problemo........yeah we have a lady here........hates my mother.....threw a heavy object at her........she gets all tough.......telling it to leave.........LOL.......then tells us there's no such thing as ghosts......don't talk about it and it'll leave she says.........huh.....you said it ain't here.
Nope, no mind altering substances........no more......attracts low level energy.
I got to practice hatha yoga again.......I need to breathe........hope you are well.....and same to Jo Jo.......she needs some sage for that work place.....may be the right spot for her........just needs to be cleansed..
BTW, my brother never had no problems with anything in his house......but he's a lover of yard sales........this dude brings home more old stuff........elderly people just love him and give it to him often.........don't somebody walk right through the kitchen and every single family memeber seen him........they all just froze........then he had one of them like Old Hag things after that.....night terrors.........he's afraid out of his wits now.......he need some sage.
Ohhhhhh, indeed I found out ghosts or spirits........whichever........they can be connected to old things.......to posessions.......thus the bed........wow, cool ya finally said something.........hey, we got that sixth sense for a reason.
Thanks for linking me up.........DuDe, I got them rods in my photographs.....the sky fish they call them as well.......and man I got one that is huge.......and I ain't liking it............Sister, somebody will say we got abducted by aliens they read this........but hey open minded.........I'm not afraid of ghosts, but I am not wanting no alien getting me........LOL.......they'll think every human is like me.
That'd be a problemo........yeah we have a lady here........hates my mother.....threw a heavy object at her........she gets all tough.......telling it to leave.........LOL.......then tells us there's no such thing as ghosts......don't talk about it and it'll leave she says.........huh.....you said it ain't here.
Nope, no mind altering substances........no more......attracts low level energy.
I got to practice hatha yoga again.......I need to breathe........hope you are well.....and same to Jo Jo.......she needs some sage for that work place.....may be the right spot for her........just needs to be cleansed..
BTW, my brother never had no problems with anything in his house......but he's a lover of yard sales........this dude brings home more old stuff........elderly people just love him and give it to him often.........don't somebody walk right through the kitchen and every single family memeber seen him........they all just froze........then he had one of them like Old Hag things after that.....night terrors.........he's afraid out of his wits now.......he need some sage.
You can write about whatever you want Bryn.....how does one heal without a reveal...:-)
I haven't been beamed up..... but when I am you will be the first to know....
Yeah...and the Arcturians are friendly and get this http://www.paoweb.com/gfmarctu.htm, perhaps that explains why I have being visited by a horse when I meditiate ??? .....whatever's going on....either way...today....I have NO desire to smoke weed ever again....
Thank you for talking with me...you and JoJo....I want all the best of life for you...mostly happiness from deep inside.....
Well...actually I want that for all who are surviving addiction issues.
now, I must get on that treadmill, do the yoga and meditate...because when I don't...my world gets dark and I have pity parties....
Is it still raining ??
Love and light,
Diana
I haven't been beamed up..... but when I am you will be the first to know....
Yeah...and the Arcturians are friendly and get this http://www.paoweb.com/gfmarctu.htm, perhaps that explains why I have being visited by a horse when I meditiate ??? .....whatever's going on....either way...today....I have NO desire to smoke weed ever again....
Thank you for talking with me...you and JoJo....I want all the best of life for you...mostly happiness from deep inside.....
Well...actually I want that for all who are surviving addiction issues.
now, I must get on that treadmill, do the yoga and meditate...because when I don't...my world gets dark and I have pity parties....
Is it still raining ??
Love and light,
Diana
