Hello all well this is about my millionth time of getting clean i am close to 72 hours have just been in bed for two days solid just cant wait for it to be over i am sick of been sick cant go to work as idont have the energy. Just wanting to vent a little even if noone answers i have just found myself talking to god even though i dont really belive i have started going to na meetings hope i can beat it this time tske care all hope you all have another clean day and i hope i have another one tommorow thanks suexx
Sue: Sorry you are having a hard time. All you can do is pick yourself up, dust yourself off and move on. Start fresh again. You will make it work. Just have faith in yourself. And although you say you don't believe, God does hear our prayers and He will answer them in His own time if we truly believe. I don't want to get all preachy with you. I just wanted you to know that someone here is listening to you and that I care. Let me know if you need to vent some more.
Good luck and I will pray for you too.
Joy
Good luck and I will pray for you too.
Joy
keep it up sue, you can do it.
stay strong,
patricia
stay strong,
patricia
Thank you both for your kind words just another sleepless night for me i was clean for 6 years then just fell back right into it i am sick of been this way just want to be normal again thanks for answering take care suexx
You will be normal again. Just take care of yourself. We are all here for you if you need to talk. Good night. I have to sign off. 5:30 comes mightly early. Only 1 more week of school left!!! Then the kids and I can sleep in for a few days until the swim meets start!!!
Have a nice evening everyone.
Joy
Have a nice evening everyone.
Joy
Hey, hang in there, you'll get back to normal if you stick with this I promise! It's so tough being clean for so long and then falling right back into the same behaviors, feels like ya went back in time, but the truth is you've had 6 years of experience in sobriety post drug addiction, that's a long time sober, and I'm sure you've gained some valuable insights that are still with you! Your not the same addict as you were then, utilize your knowledge and pick yourself back up!! You've gotta be a strong person, you can do it I know your can, the worst part will soon be over, just keep reaching for that light at the end of the tunnel, you've seen the light before, you know it's there gaurunteed if you follow the right path!!! Best of luck and keep everyone updated we are here for you!
sue20002000 , I admire and respect you .
YOU CAN DO IT .
YOU CAN DO IT .
Thanks Se Puede and welcome to the board hope you keep coming back whatever you problem or not sorry didnt mean to just think that you had a problem some people on here just come on to help others take care sue
sue sorry 4 not clocking u were doin ur rattle over the last few days.sounds like your doin good please keep it up.thoughts&hopes 4u take it eze..davey
