You are an inspiration. I have read your posts and you are a miracle, because in spite of everything you have had to endure you continue to fight for your recovery.
So, this is a hugfest. So Be It. I believe we need to hug more, both ourselves and others. So, Sharon this hug is for you.
Me, I was naive. It took me a long time to realize I was an addict. When I stopped taking pills that day, I thought I would just sleep through most it. I was clueless as to how addicted I was/am. But, I am glad I did not sleep, I want to remember every detail should I ever get a notion to numb myself again.
And, I was reading your posts, but had no idea what sub is and still don't know really what meds you and others were talking about. So, I just read your posts, took inspiration from your courage, and tried to squeeze from everyone's words anything and everything to keep me sober/clean.
I do know for myself, now, that if I allow God in my life, if I surrender to a Supreme Power, if I walk my life with Source, or ,however, it can be phrased, that Source will provide for me
Now, if I could just get Tim to tell me how he is able to a put a white block around excerpts from the posts people submit......
Sharon, I am praying for you. I pray for everyone on this board and all people struggling with addiction ( Do you think that dilutes my prayers too much ?)
Love, Gracie
Wow Gracie, you are so very cool.
Your name suits you.... as you are gracious as well....I wish I had stopped long before it got this deep...but I never give up. You were very kind to post that....I hope every day gets better and better for you. Sweetie,,,you made my day.Thank you.Love, Sharonn
