Thanks for all the feedback guys. Hey cowgirl you live in Seattle right? I think you said that once Seawhaks lost today?
Jeff you made me laugh out loud with the Jewish comment
I did not make a meeting today. I did however call my sponsor. I had a craving today. I entertained it for about 5 mins and said to myself this is nuts. I guess those carvings will come and go.
It is nice to have a few more tools in my belt these days. It makes it easier not to use a pill for a bad day or whatever life may throw at me.
I feel guilty for not enjoying Christmas this year, but what are you going to do. There is always next year and I am happy for my 44 days of being pill free
Merry Christmas
Red
Hey guys, I just got back from my sisters house and survived. The only reason I went was for the kids and my sister was here from Chicago and I don't get to see her often. We did play a fun game called yankee swapper. One of the gifts was a Red Soxs tee shirt along with a lighter. I guess you would have to know my family I have 5 brothers and 4 sisters most of us are Yankees fans. A few of them are Red Soxs fans. Well all the Yankee fans were trying to win the teeshirt and the lighter and one did and we all ended up in the front yard while the teeshirt got burned at the stake. I actually did end up having a good time and laughing go figure. Getting ready for the kids to open up one of their presents and listen to Christmas songs. I love Christmas Eve because my 12 year old and 15 year old still sleep in our room with us and wake us up at like 3 in the morning to open their gifts.Hope everyone has a great Christmas Eve. Shantel
I guess the best part of the whole night was when I asked my husband how to play the Yankee Swapper game and he said to me don't you remember playing it last Christmas. I had no clue I played it last year or that I was even at my sisters house because I was to strung out on pills. Next year I will remember how to play the game and where I played it at. Life is good. Shantel
Hi all. It's been awhile since I last posted. Here it is 12:57am, Christmas morning and here I sit alone. I've been alone all night and will be alone tomorrow. I'm so depressed I don't know what to do with myself. I don't even have a tree up. Plans were made for Christmas but they have changed, leaving me where I am right now.
Sorry for being a downer.
I do hope everyone has a great Christmas and New Year. I know how you are feeling dog
Heath
Sorry for being a downer.
I do hope everyone has a great Christmas and New Year. I know how you are feeling dog
Heath
Im sorry Blonde Chick. I really am. Well only 21 more hours and the "holiday" is over
Good night
Merry Christmas
Red
Good night
Merry Christmas
Red
Sorry you guys are having a hard time this Chrismas but you both do have one thing to celebrate and that is you both are clean. What better Christmas present could you give yourself. I know for me just being able to enjoy last night and this morning without being stoned out of my mind and knowing I'm gonna remember it all is better than any gift I received. Take care and try to make the best of things today. Shantel
That's right Shantel.
Going through your first holiday is a milestone.When you look back at what you thought were "Good Times" may have been just one long drug-a-thon.
If you are alone today,watch some funny movies,eat some good food and if things get too crazy,call a friend or sponsor.
It will be over before you know it.
Going through your first holiday is a milestone.When you look back at what you thought were "Good Times" may have been just one long drug-a-thon.
If you are alone today,watch some funny movies,eat some good food and if things get too crazy,call a friend or sponsor.
It will be over before you know it.
