hi friends,just a quick update to let people no im still alive,has i havnt posted on here for a while.
ive not been doing well latley,started using again,2 or 3 days a week,couple of days on couple off.if thats any consolation to me i havnt got my habit back,i no im doomed to fail if i keep this up,at least im still in control of my use,and it dosnt control me.i no i need to stop using altogether....at least im being honest to all u's and not telling lies..take care and remember be good :)
Hi Paul,
Sory to hear things haven't gotten any better........u know that it is going to get the best of you eventually and then u will have to detox all over.........Did u go to the doctors yet ? I have been praying for you, and have faith that u can do it
Tres
Sory to hear things haven't gotten any better........u know that it is going to get the best of you eventually and then u will have to detox all over.........Did u go to the doctors yet ? I have been praying for you, and have faith that u can do it
Tres
Hi Paul,
Have just came across this site while browsing for some info on subutex and there seems to be a really good bunch of people posting here with a great support network between you all.It must be good when you're feeling abit down or need a bit of advice, to be able to get it from the people who know best! You said that at least you are in control of your habit at the moment and I just wonder if we are ever in control of it, or if it is in control of us? I think the later is probably right, don't you. You know yourself what is going to happen though if you keep going the way you are 'cause habits have a tendency to go up never down. But you'll know all this you don't need me to tell you that. At least you know that something needs to be done about it and I wish you all the luck in the world in getting there, you will it will just take a little hard work for a while.I have just started my 4th methadone script since I began using 7-8 years ago.I din't really want to go back on the meth but I have been put on an order from the court called a "drug treatment & testing order".Basically what it's all about is keeping you out of jail and trying to help you come of the gear. So because of the amount of heroin I was using that's why I was put on meth and not subutex, but once i'm down to about 20ml (I'm on 70ml) they will consider the sub. It's also quite a new form of treatment medication here in Scotland but I do know that people who have been on it have had a pretty good success rate.Well enough about me this post is supposed to be about you.I wish you well in keeping of the gear, I know you'll get there.Keep your chin up babes.T.T.F.N. (Ta Ta for now).
Akasha "Queen of the damned"
Have just came across this site while browsing for some info on subutex and there seems to be a really good bunch of people posting here with a great support network between you all.It must be good when you're feeling abit down or need a bit of advice, to be able to get it from the people who know best! You said that at least you are in control of your habit at the moment and I just wonder if we are ever in control of it, or if it is in control of us? I think the later is probably right, don't you. You know yourself what is going to happen though if you keep going the way you are 'cause habits have a tendency to go up never down. But you'll know all this you don't need me to tell you that. At least you know that something needs to be done about it and I wish you all the luck in the world in getting there, you will it will just take a little hard work for a while.I have just started my 4th methadone script since I began using 7-8 years ago.I din't really want to go back on the meth but I have been put on an order from the court called a "drug treatment & testing order".Basically what it's all about is keeping you out of jail and trying to help you come of the gear. So because of the amount of heroin I was using that's why I was put on meth and not subutex, but once i'm down to about 20ml (I'm on 70ml) they will consider the sub. It's also quite a new form of treatment medication here in Scotland but I do know that people who have been on it have had a pretty good success rate.Well enough about me this post is supposed to be about you.I wish you well in keeping of the gear, I know you'll get there.Keep your chin up babes.T.T.F.N. (Ta Ta for now).
Akasha "Queen of the damned"
Hi there Paul you need to stop before it gets you again i was clean for 6 years then it took a hold of me. I live in scotland also and i cant get put on a script have had to buy subbys off the street and it is hard not knowing what to take and when but like i say i hope you get off before it gets you again but as you know talking on here helps just keep coming back take care and good luck sue
Hi Paul,
I'm very impressed with your honesty.
I am a new person on this website and have found people here to be amazing.
I guess it starts again by thinking that you have it controlled, and then one day it grabs you?
If you don't mind me being direct, can I ask why you feel you can start again, and control it 'this' time, or do you know it'll end up grabbing you?
Or have you used a couple of times in a week and stopped before?
Thanks
Pup
~a girlfriend who is desperately trying to understand her boyfriend's habit x
I'm very impressed with your honesty.
I am a new person on this website and have found people here to be amazing.
I guess it starts again by thinking that you have it controlled, and then one day it grabs you?
If you don't mind me being direct, can I ask why you feel you can start again, and control it 'this' time, or do you know it'll end up grabbing you?
Or have you used a couple of times in a week and stopped before?
Thanks
Pup
~a girlfriend who is desperately trying to understand her boyfriend's habit x
i feel ya friend. find a meth clinic it does help
hey least u ave control im cluckin n need sum gear but i cant mah mums lettin me stay at hers agen but its not guna be 4 long cuz i no wen i get sum money im guna go score i jus cant control myself i no i need help im goin docs 2 moz but my mum wants me 2 go in 2 rehab but i dont wana cuz i wana be wit mah bloke wen his outa prison he got me on 2 tha stuff i hope yah ok neway i no i dont no yah but its gud 2 hear from peeps that are in tha same situation xxx
