Julie huny Im so sorry for your pain & I pray that my post hasnt harmed you & brought things up that make you think & feel that pain.If this post has Im so sorry.I really after 4 years of holding onto it I felt today was my day to feel,deal & heal.I need to do this for so many reason.
Julie I never got any letter but Id love to hear from you.I hope you know that!!!!
Jax Im so glad you were helped by this post.Life is too short to worry about the small stuff & even sometimes the big stuff.Im so glad you called your daughter because really the love of a child is priceless.
I wanted to again thank you all & I hope you all keep posting.Im going to square off my shoulders,run some errans & than on my way back I may stop & pay my respects.If I dont feel ready than I will DO IT sometime today.
Bottom line he hurt me I hurt him but hes the only dad I had.Somehow through this pain Im feeling I MUST forgive him & try to remember only the good & let the bad stay in the past.
All these post have touched me & Im probaly not done,Ill probaly come back & cry somemore but you know what????Thats ok because I know the ones posting & probaly some that arent are mentally holding me & Ill be ok
I truley love you guys
molly
mj..............you have really helped me also.............
as you know , my father and i dont even speak and remeber when you asked me if i had writen a letter, well i am considering doing that.........
beofre its to late....................
and you to julie...............thank you for loving me , and praying for me..............
than you for the beautiful prayer in my email and the prayer for MJ....
as you know , my father and i dont even speak and remeber when you asked me if i had writen a letter, well i am considering doing that.........
beofre its to late....................
and you to julie...............thank you for loving me , and praying for me..............
than you for the beautiful prayer in my email and the prayer for MJ....
OH NO MOLLY
your post did not bring up any pain for me today concerning my father... the pain is always there and i am learning to let go of the past
i wrote a 96 page letter to my dad and he refuses to read it, he told my mom i am not gonna read that "garbage" sounds like some ones guilty!
your welcome for the prayers molly and thumper...
i cant believe you did not get my e mail i sent you right after i got you email addy here on the board. i will have to try and email you again, i need to go get my butt in gear... love julie
your post did not bring up any pain for me today concerning my father... the pain is always there and i am learning to let go of the past
i wrote a 96 page letter to my dad and he refuses to read it, he told my mom i am not gonna read that "garbage" sounds like some ones guilty!
your welcome for the prayers molly and thumper...
i cant believe you did not get my e mail i sent you right after i got you email addy here on the board. i will have to try and email you again, i need to go get my butt in gear... love julie
molly...................
i am really proud of you..........for opening up like this.........
i know it was not easy.........and to see the support and love for you here is just amazing..............makes me love this board all over again....
the ladies here are so kind.........and caring............
i am here for you all day ok............i will have my cell phone....
right now i have to get pretty and do my hair...........=^_^=
i scrubbed and cleaned the showers and fixed breakfast and hubby vaccumed .
and now i have to take mom to physical therapy..................
and then i am gonna look at lap tops......YEAH...
so i can go on the internet on the couch and so my husband will quit wondering if i am having an affair...........can you believe he actully asked me that...?
i was appualed miss molly jean...........i said yeah right only thing the computer does not have a ding dong..................LOL.........
did ya smile molly?
i love you miss molly.............call me on my cell, if you need me.......
i pray that the healing that your seeking is given to you so freely by the Lord...
open you heart molly................accept the love and all the blessings
your a wonderful caring mother............
and a wonderful friend..............
you have been such a blessing to me............
love u
thumper
i am really proud of you..........for opening up like this.........
i know it was not easy.........and to see the support and love for you here is just amazing..............makes me love this board all over again....
the ladies here are so kind.........and caring............
i am here for you all day ok............i will have my cell phone....
right now i have to get pretty and do my hair...........=^_^=
i scrubbed and cleaned the showers and fixed breakfast and hubby vaccumed .
and now i have to take mom to physical therapy..................
and then i am gonna look at lap tops......YEAH...
so i can go on the internet on the couch and so my husband will quit wondering if i am having an affair...........can you believe he actully asked me that...?
i was appualed miss molly jean...........i said yeah right only thing the computer does not have a ding dong..................LOL.........
did ya smile molly?
i love you miss molly.............call me on my cell, if you need me.......
i pray that the healing that your seeking is given to you so freely by the Lord...
open you heart molly................accept the love and all the blessings
your a wonderful caring mother............
and a wonderful friend..............
you have been such a blessing to me............
love u
thumper
Hey MJ, I love you! wanted you to know i am computerless... 2 computers broke in 4 days... ugh!!!!
So i'm at hubby's work and we're about to leave in a minute.
I have been stressing all day i wouldn't be able to come on and post to you today, but if i couldn't i would've called you!
I don't think i can add much to what has been written and my email i sent you last night, but i am surely holding you close to my heart today and praying for you my big sis.
Love
stac
So i'm at hubby's work and we're about to leave in a minute.
I have been stressing all day i wouldn't be able to come on and post to you today, but if i couldn't i would've called you!
I don't think i can add much to what has been written and my email i sent you last night, but i am surely holding you close to my heart today and praying for you my big sis.
Love
stac
Hi Molly-
Just wanted to say Hi.
Jeff
Just wanted to say Hi.
Jeff
Hi all,well I got some stuff done but Im moving so dang slow.I got my errans done but just could not bring myself to go there yet.Tears...yeah Ive cried on & off.Mikey came home for lunch & did what he could,but as he lost both his folks before he was 21,he knows only time & letting myself hurt is what will help.
I still even now have so much anger,but its not at my father,its at my sister.And I have no idea why?
Somehow I got to pull it together before Anne gets in,she worrys enough about me.And if she sees Im upset it upsets her(what a beautiful heart my daughter has)
Anyways,I know Ill work through this & maybe after Mikey gets in Ill have him drive me up there & .......I just dont know
molly
I still even now have so much anger,but its not at my father,its at my sister.And I have no idea why?
Somehow I got to pull it together before Anne gets in,she worrys enough about me.And if she sees Im upset it upsets her(what a beautiful heart my daughter has)
Anyways,I know Ill work through this & maybe after Mikey gets in Ill have him drive me up there & .......I just dont know
molly
its ok molly...what your feeling is quite normal...............
please find the strength to go and lay some flowers for your father..........
have mikie go with you and this time tell pop that you forgive him and just have a little talk with him............
i hope that you leave with peace in your heart and a smile on your face......
i am so sorry your going throught this........
please pray molly ask God to help you through this..........He will
i am praying for you to..................
love you
thumper
my mom is right here....she says hi to you molly........
she is standing right here and i read this to her........
she says iam so sorry and she loves you and thank you for being a friend to my daughter...........
thats form my mom molly............i always tell her when you say hi in emails and she likes it.........
talk to you later.now we are off the the PT appointment
please find the strength to go and lay some flowers for your father..........
have mikie go with you and this time tell pop that you forgive him and just have a little talk with him............
i hope that you leave with peace in your heart and a smile on your face......
i am so sorry your going throught this........
please pray molly ask God to help you through this..........He will
i am praying for you to..................
love you
thumper
my mom is right here....she says hi to you molly........
she is standing right here and i read this to her........
she says iam so sorry and she loves you and thank you for being a friend to my daughter...........
thats form my mom molly............i always tell her when you say hi in emails and she likes it.........
talk to you later.now we are off the the PT appointment
Mj i know how hard that was for you to even write i am so proud of you. hang in there big hug. ygm! love you pants
