Not Very Good

I hadnt drank in over a week, and i ended up having three drinks tonight. I know that may not be bad, but i just dont know weather it's a good thing or not. I woke up at 2am and dont feel good, my tummy hurts. I just dont feel good about it. At least i stopped myself from having more. There was beer in the fridge and has been all this time. I could have had a lot more drinks and kinda wanted another one, but i said to myself "there's no point. Once your buzz wears off you wont want it anymore" and that was true. Oh well, i guess i'll just try and figure this out, what works for me and what doesnt.
Hi forgive yourself and just keep trying thats all any of us can do.....mollyjean
hey im louie, and i know what you are going through, ive been married for 10 years and i have drinken myself out of love, please dont do that if you can help it, i think an alcoholic can create any reality for themselves and justify getting drunk, i am doing the same right at this moment.
if i dont stop this destruction soon i will end up with big health problems as a 3rd stage , 4th will be loosing, wife, then job, then al desire, then its bam lights out baby.
i hate group sessions. but i wanta love life again like i used to