my life is acually making me sick now a days. i dont do anything right and to top it all off my finace is a heroin addict/crack head. i need not be where there is so much pain, how should i do it? my bestfriend hung herself
Don't do it!!!! You have more to live for than you know! Find someone that you can talk to...get help for yourself... and years from now youwill look back at this difficult time and be glad that you found help.
Live today for me...a complete stranger who thinks the world of you.
Live today for me...a complete stranger who thinks the world of you.
I'm hear to listen for a while if you'd like a sounding board.
Please. You do not what the hell you are doing. I just had a rude awakening today when my best friend in the whole world told me she tried to commit suicide last night. I called her today to crap her out for not being at work and then she told me why. I have never felt my heart sink like it did when she told me. Please think about whose lives will be affected before you do anything. You have no idea what impact your life has had on other people around you. She never thought I would react the way I did. I wish I could've seen it before she tried. It might not have worked this time, butr where wil I be the next time she tries? Will I be out "having a good time".
Feeling really terrible now.
Feeling really terrible now.
Listen to
Angie. She is right. You need to get yourself help right away. You are very worth saving even if you don't think so today!!!!
Angie. She is right. You need to get yourself help right away. You are very worth saving even if you don't think so today!!!!
Take the advice..reach out and ask for help for yourself! I know what it's like to feel hopeless but thank God I am here today to tell you that regardless of the situation you may be in there is hope. Please try giving yourself much more credit and know that you are worthy of all things that God has to offer here on Earth. I will be praying for you. Denise
Spinning? U still around? Hope you are doing better... Please let me know
if u okay?????
Let us know.
Love angie
if u okay?????
Let us know.
Love angie
Dear Special "Spinning" - I have a 27 year old son who has been diagnosed with MS. He has completely 'dropped his bundle' now and thinks no girl will want him. He is good looking and brainy, but denies this. He thinks his life is over and that there is no hope of any girl wanting him or having children. He is wrong, because he doesn't know enough about MS to justify his beliefs.
I am nearly 60 yrs old and it is killing me to see him so down and 'into himself'. If he ever committed suicide it would totally wreck my life. I have already lost my twin sister from a heart attack and to see my son die too would be devastating - to say the least.
My advice for you is to forget the bad experiences in your life and count your blessings, e.g. a sunny day, a newborn baby in the family, a good meal with good company, good memories with school & work friends. I sincerely pray for your well being. I don't seem to get anywher with my son for advice, hopefully you will benefit - you are a worthwhile human being, you need to see as many sunny days as God will give you. There is a lot of love in the World - please take your share.
God Bless Gorgeous.
- Michele (from Australia)
I am nearly 60 yrs old and it is killing me to see him so down and 'into himself'. If he ever committed suicide it would totally wreck my life. I have already lost my twin sister from a heart attack and to see my son die too would be devastating - to say the least.
My advice for you is to forget the bad experiences in your life and count your blessings, e.g. a sunny day, a newborn baby in the family, a good meal with good company, good memories with school & work friends. I sincerely pray for your well being. I don't seem to get anywher with my son for advice, hopefully you will benefit - you are a worthwhile human being, you need to see as many sunny days as God will give you. There is a lot of love in the World - please take your share.
God Bless Gorgeous.
- Michele (from Australia)
Take the lord into your heart and pray everyday everynight and everytime you think of suicide. Iam a drug addict myself but suicide is not the way, praying everyday and reading the bible and talking with other people will give you better ideas for a sober life. THATS WHAT I WANT.
Dear Spinning
Could you go into a little more depth about your situation.....how long have you known your boyfriend and how long has he been using or how long have you known about his addiction and if you have known prior to the engagement then why are you going to marry him ??? Are you yourself addicted to anything and if you don't mind me asking how old are you ????
I know you have heard this before but if you really wanted to kill yourself then you wouldn't be airing it out on this message board cause you know nobody is going to say go ahead....and as far as asking for suggestions as to how to go about doing it....the only people who would have any successful answers would be dead by now and not posting replies.....you know dear Spinning you contemplating marrying this addict boyfriend is kinda of suicidal in of itself....does your family know about his addiction????
I lost my youngest brother to suicide at the young age of 29 and he told nary a soul about his plans to do so.....and no i am not going to tell you how he did it....please go to the Category about Heroin and you will see some of my posts at length about my hellish situation with a heroin addicted abusive boyfriend.....the ones by MARY and so many great people have posted replies allowing me to get thru one more day and sometimes it comes down to that when life seems unbearable and i having over 17 years sober gotta go thru this crap cold turkey but thank God for the kind words of others to soften the edges a tad.....Spinning.....let us love you until you can love yourself again.....and you really do....cause you think you are worth reaching out for help in case there really is a reason for you to stay alive one more day....and that reason is YOU!!!!
Hey "I" love you.......MARY
Could you go into a little more depth about your situation.....how long have you known your boyfriend and how long has he been using or how long have you known about his addiction and if you have known prior to the engagement then why are you going to marry him ??? Are you yourself addicted to anything and if you don't mind me asking how old are you ????
I know you have heard this before but if you really wanted to kill yourself then you wouldn't be airing it out on this message board cause you know nobody is going to say go ahead....and as far as asking for suggestions as to how to go about doing it....the only people who would have any successful answers would be dead by now and not posting replies.....you know dear Spinning you contemplating marrying this addict boyfriend is kinda of suicidal in of itself....does your family know about his addiction????
I lost my youngest brother to suicide at the young age of 29 and he told nary a soul about his plans to do so.....and no i am not going to tell you how he did it....please go to the Category about Heroin and you will see some of my posts at length about my hellish situation with a heroin addicted abusive boyfriend.....the ones by MARY and so many great people have posted replies allowing me to get thru one more day and sometimes it comes down to that when life seems unbearable and i having over 17 years sober gotta go thru this crap cold turkey but thank God for the kind words of others to soften the edges a tad.....Spinning.....let us love you until you can love yourself again.....and you really do....cause you think you are worth reaching out for help in case there really is a reason for you to stay alive one more day....and that reason is YOU!!!!
Hey "I" love you.......MARY
Dear SPINNING
Back in 1992 ... I was not aware that I had a hormonal imbalance that caused Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, depression, etc. I lost all interest in things I loved to do and also had "no desire to live any more". Now, 12 years later ... I look back and thank god that I went to bookstores (hours on end) and looked at 100's of books until I found the one that closely mirrored my hopeless feelings and obsesseive/compulsive behaviors.
I have gotten counselling since then ... some medication (which I am now finally off of) ... and look back and say ... "OH MY GOD, imagine if I acted on my thoughts of not wanting to live anymore.
I went back to school, got a college degree ... and am now a psychiatric nurse. Please take yourself either to a library ... or utilize your access to the internet. There is this general site (how I found THIS site) called Ask.com. Just plug in ANY question (re: depression, suicide, actually anything!) and it will give you a world of resources.
My life has never been easy ... my 12 year old daughter was sexually molested at age 4 at our local nursery school (he is now in jail), I am on my 3rd marriage & am now dealing with a husband who is a sexual addict and am going through counselling with him. Even though I am starting to feel those same feelings (no reason to live) again I felt back in 1996 ... I realize that I just got to "hang in there" because as my father always told me to say to myself was, "this too shall pass." And I truly believe if people who had committed suicide would live by this phrase ... they would be alive today.
Please consider my advice ... I work with mostly adult & adolescent patients & I feel that I have helped some of them with my story.
God bless.
KERCIE
Back in 1992 ... I was not aware that I had a hormonal imbalance that caused Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, depression, etc. I lost all interest in things I loved to do and also had "no desire to live any more". Now, 12 years later ... I look back and thank god that I went to bookstores (hours on end) and looked at 100's of books until I found the one that closely mirrored my hopeless feelings and obsesseive/compulsive behaviors.
I have gotten counselling since then ... some medication (which I am now finally off of) ... and look back and say ... "OH MY GOD, imagine if I acted on my thoughts of not wanting to live anymore.
I went back to school, got a college degree ... and am now a psychiatric nurse. Please take yourself either to a library ... or utilize your access to the internet. There is this general site (how I found THIS site) called Ask.com. Just plug in ANY question (re: depression, suicide, actually anything!) and it will give you a world of resources.
My life has never been easy ... my 12 year old daughter was sexually molested at age 4 at our local nursery school (he is now in jail), I am on my 3rd marriage & am now dealing with a husband who is a sexual addict and am going through counselling with him. Even though I am starting to feel those same feelings (no reason to live) again I felt back in 1996 ... I realize that I just got to "hang in there" because as my father always told me to say to myself was, "this too shall pass." And I truly believe if people who had committed suicide would live by this phrase ... they would be alive today.
Please consider my advice ... I work with mostly adult & adolescent patients & I feel that I have helped some of them with my story.
God bless.
KERCIE
Kercie, this is my first time on this board. I have prescribd methadone for cronic pain. Can you please send me a post, I would love to get to know you better, we can be each others crutch. You have done well so far, please give me some tips. It is not easy to step out of bed each morning and know that you are going to suffer until you go to bed, I too have thought of ending it. I feel useless, very limited as to what I can and can not do, at times i feel what is the reason to go on. I know how you feel.
Please take care, hope to hear from you. Can you tell me, being new to this are we allowed to give out personal email address or msn addresses for private chats.
Take care
Remember GOD LOVES YOU
Please take care, hope to hear from you. Can you tell me, being new to this are we allowed to give out personal email address or msn addresses for private chats.
Take care
Remember GOD LOVES YOU
