my daughters birthday money has vanished not all of it just 8.00 pounds he said he aint touched it and he would never take her birthday money blah blah blah im so fu**ing angry iam skint so i cant replace it ,the only reason i would replace it is cause it was our daughters if it was any one else he could sort his own s*** out , in all this he has still got the cheek to say he aint a heroin addict but why else would he steal the money ? i feel really selfish cause im on here every 5 mins moaning about one thing or another and there is others in more need than me . Im going now thanks for my moan lol
emma xx
emz-thats what this board is about--big or little its still things you need to express and others need to hear--thats so cruddy of him--but thats the kind of stuff we do in active addiction--and trust me ANYONE who does heroin more than a couple times a year is an ADDICT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Emz...please dont be rtoo harsh and blame him if your not 100%. I made that mistake then later realised he hadnt taken any money...I had just missplaced it. Hasnt one of the kids moved it???
Hunny I know it sounds tough but sounds like you really dont trust him and I personally dont think it will ever work without trust. Its hard enough living with an addict or ex addict without doubting there every move if you know what i mean??
Hope things get better for you hun. Remember email me if you want and dont worry about posting on here...thats what it is here for. Its good for me to talk about other peoples problems cos it helps to ease mine...and I feel good that I can give advise to someone else for a change.
Good luck hun xx
Hunny I know it sounds tough but sounds like you really dont trust him and I personally dont think it will ever work without trust. Its hard enough living with an addict or ex addict without doubting there every move if you know what i mean??
Hope things get better for you hun. Remember email me if you want and dont worry about posting on here...thats what it is here for. Its good for me to talk about other peoples problems cos it helps to ease mine...and I feel good that I can give advise to someone else for a change.
Good luck hun xx
i know lynds some things dont add up yet little things are just making it look that way i dont know who or what to believe anymore , he keeps saying to me "look at my eyes you can always tell by my eyes " but sometimes they look pinned other times they look normal but im getting told or asked that he is back on the gear , im just fed up i dont know if parranoia is getting the best of me or if he is getting the best of me .sometimes i feel like the addict what ever life he leads i seem to lead too ,to feed his habbit he as always used my stuff to get the fix ,then there is the crowd off addicts trying to make conversation with me then last off all there is me with no money an loosing my friends all because he chose the gear not me !! ive got to explain when i say loosing my mates the reason is cause they would not rather come to visit incase there handbag gets emptied if ya know what i mean . well its my 25th birthday on the 30th ov november im hoping to go out an have a good time
emma xx
emma xx
