Hi, all.
I still read this board every so often, though I dont post but anyway;
I originally joined in summer 04, was offically of percs by october, didnt touch any pain pills at all for a long time, I was so proud of myself. As you'll see if you search on my sn I quit before I was addicted enough to go through any serious withdrawals. Recently I was in a situation where I had the run of someones house for a week. Unfortunatly I stumbled upon his stash, and f*** it, he happedend to have about 300 percs, which was always my drug of choice. The drug that I moved cross country to get away from. Being the weak willed person that I am I decided to take one for old times sakes. I spent the next few hours encased in that pleasent buzz that I love so much. As soon as that wore off I immediately too 2 more. When nothing happened I took another 1, but then got scared and stopped. The next day I took 3 at once. I hardly felt anything. I stopped taking them there, sadly more for fear that he would notice alot missing, than for my own health, but whatever works right. I guess what I'm asking is if anyone knows if just by taking one my body is immediatly returned to its old state of semi-addiction? Its kind of a stupid question as I'm really craving some right now but thankfully have nothing nearby, except for some wine which belongs to my roommate. Sorry for rambling but its 4.22am and I cant sleep and typing is the only thing that will occupy me from looking for something to get high off. I guess the lesson learned is the dangers of one for old times sake undoing the progress of 8 months. I'm shaking right now, and just thanking whatever higher being exsists for the stories on the board for me to read. Goodnigh/Morning.
Josh,
I do think that you just answered your own question, sadly.
Sharon
I do think that you just answered your own question, sadly.
Sharon
Hey Josh,
I just relapsed after being clean 5 months. I got a script from the doc for darvocet and thought I could take them as prescribed and by myself. Nope. If I could have gotten a refill on that script....God only knows. But I didn't and I'm here and thankful for that.
My disease came right back to life. I know for me it is just there, always will be. I really learned how cunning it is.
I am trying to put it behind me and move forward. It happened.
I feel so much better just talking about it.
Hang in there.
Hugs,
P2
I just relapsed after being clean 5 months. I got a script from the doc for darvocet and thought I could take them as prescribed and by myself. Nope. If I could have gotten a refill on that script....God only knows. But I didn't and I'm here and thankful for that.
My disease came right back to life. I know for me it is just there, always will be. I really learned how cunning it is.
I am trying to put it behind me and move forward. It happened.
I feel so much better just talking about it.
Hang in there.
Hugs,
P2
