Please Con - Drop A Line...

Heroin
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Con - if you're there and reading will you just drop a post to say you're ok.. this is all my fault.. don't let those a******* on the pain pill board get to you, they're full of crap.. I'm so thankful to you for your kind thoughts and how you tried to help me out.. I've said it in another post but really I mean it when I say that you, Eck, Davey etc pulled me through on Friday... if it wasn't for you guys I'm not sure I'd be here today.. I'm just hoping that you're busy and that's why you're not posting..

Can I ask what city you're in - I was over in Germany last year with work, Munich - it was just before Christmas and wow but it's a beautiful place.. I really had a good time, enjoyed the shops sooo much..

thinking of you and hope you'll get in touch soon...

Arrie XXX
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arrie, sorry its not con ,only me,eck,ive gave that wullie winkie guy a wee bit of my mind as well and he is lucky i had to dash out and pick up an old man i care for,i probably wasnt as nice as u,check the viewing figures for these posts ,there big.have a look at what i said to wullie winkie and let me know if u thint under your post..eckk i was right,its jus
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read your post Eck and am totally with you.. it'd be great to meet some of these people face to face at times.. I'm worried about Con - no contact from her.. I only hope those pious pricks realise what they've done.. they have taken things totally out of proportion.. but then maybe this forum is all they have, sad really when all they can do is knock someone who is geniune and kind hearted.. I really hope Con gets in touch and that none of this has had an effect on her recovery coz she's been doing good.. I really know where she's coming from - in ways her situation seems somewhat similar to mine...

with you 100% though man.. wish I could have been more explicit with my posts over on the pill pain place...
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from day1 when u came on the board i have advised u of the detox centre,s,where not to go and where i reccomend u should do,never seen any of that mentioned,i dont know what the f*** any of these pills and juices are,i know where con lives,if she does not get in contact im going to have to hitch to germany.i dont c how u can bond without a laugh and a joke,they all seem so godly and smug to me quoting like that when it was obvious she was upset and yes she is a lady arrie,made same mistake myself.ive not heard of davy either,if they r barred off the board then thats me finished too.im going to try and get in touch another way,will let u know if i find out anything,i also TRUST u dont know davey face to face or his other name etc arrie.speak soon.eck
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hey there.. just left a final post on the Heroin Board needs a Helper thread... I have Davey's email address here somewhere but no contact for Con... would be great if you let me know how they are.. there is no way they could have been banned, if anybody was going to be banned it would have been me as I was the one to start all this s***..

I am so annoyed at the moment, such a self rightous bunch of twats.. some fool had the cheek to tell me I was in denial.. how the f*** did they come to that train of thought...

all anybody on this board has done has try to help out and suggest ways of detoxing, recommended certain rehab facilities etc... I just don't know, I'm totally amazed at the attitude over on the PP board, it must be all the codeine gone to their heads..

so looking forward to getting clean and I'm going to do it if it's the last thing that I do.. I"m going to go up to that clinic when I'm clean and leave a clean urine every friday morning just to show him that I can do it without his help.. professionals my a**...

be good man and mind yourself.. let me know how Con and Davey are if you manage to get in touch..

Arrie XX
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Hey...Im ok...thanks for asking...think maybe I just need some quiet time...im struggling...you all know that...and if im replacing one drug for another (Benzos Doc gave me, Methadone or Subs) like the pain pill board says I am then I have to look at that....but I've got to also look at the fact that I cant unfortunaly just crawl up in a corner and rock until I cant anymore since I still have to function at work, at home, and on all levels...I'd love to to just lay down , cry myself out, pull the blankets over my head and ride out the depression, the cravings, the desperation...but I cant.....and I dont know what Im suppose to do or how im suppose to function anymore...im just not that tough...and all Ive got is a Doctor here...im in Germany...all the programs, ie NA, etc. are in german...and I dont think I can handle translating everything in my head at this point when attending the meetings...im here cuz you guys were all I had....feeling kind of shredded right now...gonna back off and follow on until I start to feel better...thanks for watching my back guys...thanks for being here...for being you
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Arrie,Eck,Con....how do ...no i aint banned if i was well that would put a few smug smiles about the pill forum.....they are not all bad but most definitly seem to have a holier than thou mindset enough about them my fingers wont do some walking for them given some of the responses ya both got.
Con stick with it Ms.you can do this whatever help yer Doc.can provide.
Sorry...back to the PP stuff to answer one ladies question ...yes we do have a bigger problem per head of capita with heroin addiction .....highly available and cheap.....we dont have to go to particularly bad neighborhoods our drugs can usually be gained from a one minute phone call....simple and oh...to easy.All the best to everyone............Davey