what state do you live in? and how did you get caught?
Misty,
Let's just say I live in the "deep south" for now. I'm still really paranoid about who may be reading these posts for now. At least until I know what is going to happen.
Like Kiwirain (I think that's who it was) I am sort of a great computer graphics person and since I'd seen numerous doctors - and hospitals - around here using regular paper from a computer I got creative. Even the guy who "caught" me said they were the best he'd ever seen.
How did I get caught? Simply, I got greedy and used someone's name that I know and their pharmacist figured it out between the time I took the last one in until I came back for more. The scary thing was I knew when I turned over the script to them they knew something was up - they just looked at me a little too long. That ride home was the scariest of my life and it only took a couple of days before someone came knocking on my door. Thank God we were out of town and I managed to get an attorney before they came back.
For now, I'm really having a hard time. I'm really scared and I really had a rough night. No sleep and instead of restless legs my arms felt like I couldn't keep them still. I pray I make it. I think today I need to really pray a lot. Let's all pray for each other today. Today, God will really listen. It's his day.
Raven
Let's just say I live in the "deep south" for now. I'm still really paranoid about who may be reading these posts for now. At least until I know what is going to happen.
Like Kiwirain (I think that's who it was) I am sort of a great computer graphics person and since I'd seen numerous doctors - and hospitals - around here using regular paper from a computer I got creative. Even the guy who "caught" me said they were the best he'd ever seen.
How did I get caught? Simply, I got greedy and used someone's name that I know and their pharmacist figured it out between the time I took the last one in until I came back for more. The scary thing was I knew when I turned over the script to them they knew something was up - they just looked at me a little too long. That ride home was the scariest of my life and it only took a couple of days before someone came knocking on my door. Thank God we were out of town and I managed to get an attorney before they came back.
For now, I'm really having a hard time. I'm really scared and I really had a rough night. No sleep and instead of restless legs my arms felt like I couldn't keep them still. I pray I make it. I think today I need to really pray a lot. Let's all pray for each other today. Today, God will really listen. It's his day.
Raven
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Hi Raven;
I'm sorry it sucks right now, but trust me it does get better! Addiction makes good people do really awful things, but we can take comfort in knowing that others have walked in our steps before, and come out as the winners we all really are.
Stay strong;
Jim
I'm sorry it sucks right now, but trust me it does get better! Addiction makes good people do really awful things, but we can take comfort in knowing that others have walked in our steps before, and come out as the winners we all really are.
Stay strong;
Jim
Thanks to both of you for your support. Today has been okay but last night really sucked. Even though I was nearly exhausted I couldn't sleep. I felt like I needed to stretch my arms to the moon. I haven't had restless legs, but restless arms are just as bad I assume. I spent all day helping my nephew with his school project so the day was kind of okay. I didn't have time to think too much and that was good. Tonight! That will probably be a different story. I prayed for strength all the way home tonight after I took my nephew home. I just hope that I'm strong enough to not give in to what i want to do. I've decided to pray every day for the strength to make it - JUST THIS DAY. Not tomorrow or next week or even next year. Just for today.
I am also sick with a cold so I just generally feel like crap. I am going to take some benadryl and half an elavil. They normally knock me out for a day so I hope that I can get at least a few hours sleep.
Anyway, thanks guys and I have some of my own work to do for now but I'll check back in later tonight. Misty, I'll email you either later tonight or early tomorrow.
Thanks again, guys. God bless each of you.
Raven
I am also sick with a cold so I just generally feel like crap. I am going to take some benadryl and half an elavil. They normally knock me out for a day so I hope that I can get at least a few hours sleep.
Anyway, thanks guys and I have some of my own work to do for now but I'll check back in later tonight. Misty, I'll email you either later tonight or early tomorrow.
Thanks again, guys. God bless each of you.
Raven
