Scared

SOMETHING IS HAPPENING TO ME.,. ONE PANIC ATTACK AFTER THE OTHER.....ITS NOT WDS, I TOOK 5 10S TODAY. I CANT HARDLY CATCH MY BREATH AND I JUST FEEL DOOMED......ITS NEVER GONNA BE OVER,
Get off the crap. Man even the thought of taking a pain pill makes me sickto my stomach.
Kass,

I know all about panic attacks. You posted in another post, that your husband doesn't really know about your addiction. This may be the cause of some of your panic. I used to have massive attacks and just like you my husband didn't know to much about what was going on. I finally sat him down and had a long talk with him. It was probably one of the hardest and scariest things I've ever done. But after I told him, and even though he was angry, I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my back. It was so worth it. I let him have a little time to think things over and then we were able to talk about it and he became a huge support system for me. You can't keep this in, you need your husband and family to help and support you. Of course, this board and the people here are always here for you to.

Shelly