Severe Amphetamine Addiction

Its been 5 years of my abusing adderrall and 2 years taking 300mg daily. I am currently perscribed but In addition Im spending $1000 a month to get it elsewhere with money I dont have.

Im at the point where the meds have no effect on focus or mood they just keep me from suicidal ideation. Im terribly exhausted and too ashamed to even call a helpline. This is the first time Ive ever spoken of it.

Im hoping to find some solace in finding others who suffer with amphetamine addiction- or if anyone can lend me a hand in how to get better.

Thank you guys.
SmartRecovery.org
Thats a great resource that helped me a great deal, btw! :) I am wondering if you meant 300mg/day or if it was typo, and also if you had considered seeing an addiction medicine specialist who could prescribe meds to help you re-balance and get things to a bearable level?
Dee
I was really interested in a similar medication it killed appetite and made me focused and full of energy... It took me a long time and I wasted so much money to buy it on the street. I finallu decided I wanted to be normal and free my mental health was really ruined and I couldn't trust myself and my judgments. Its a long and difficult journey but you have to do it otherwise it takes all precious things in life from you. Be strong and make sure to seek help.
Sweetie I hope you found the help you needed. Pills really do a number on our systems. My uncle eddie hasn't been the same since t he care wreck. now take care sweetie and send an update one of these days.