Huny Ive always said getting off the pills(as hard as that is)is the easy part.LIVING without them thats the hardest.I feel we all have that habit of wanting to fall back into old patterns.I think what your feeling is very normal.Remember my "saying goodbye to an abusive lover"saying?Its so true.Even after you break away youll find yourself think about that person,or in this case the pills from time to time.
The best thing to do is what your doing...talking about it.If nothing else it can help you feel less alone through it.
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Anytime & I hope you know that.I see all of us as struggling together therefore we should all work together to help each other heal.My e is always open to you
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