Small (but Mighty) Milestone!

Last night was the first 13 hour shift that I have been through without thinking about, obsessing about, fixating on medication. I never thought it would happen, but it did, and I really feel like it's the start of something.

I don't want to jinx it so kknock on wood (please don't laugh at me, I get very superstitious sometimes, so knock on wood dammit)...

But I am proud of myself for once.

B

Good Job, I am proud of you to. I have been clean for almost 4 months and I still get excited about "my first things" w/out pills!

Felicia 105 days
One day at a time.
Bridget! That is fantastic news...baby steps baby....thats all! I am really proud of you...that is no easy task!
I am so proud of you Bridget and you should be very proud of yourself!

God is with you and so am I.

One day at a time, one shift at time.

In coming to this board, I feel like I have had a lot of support made alot of friends, but God truly blessed me with a friend like you. Thank you so much!

I'm always here for you! Don't you ever forget that!

Susan
Good job SP
Every step forward is an accomplishment. Congratulations, you should be very proud of yourself.

Shelly
Knock knock knock hee hee. I just cleaned my basement which took 4 hours I didn't obsess about pills but rather could not believe I had done it without them.
Great job that is a hell of a long shift, good for you girl
Roxy
That's a huge deal. I'm so happy for you. It's just going to get better and better (I hear) :).
Congrats....and I did knock on wood for ya.
PHEW!
Thank you CiCi :)

And thanks for all the good wishes --- I just had to tell somebody, and of course, you guys were the first to come to mind.

Bridget
Any step forwards no matter how small is ALWAYS better than a leap backwards