Hey- Can anybody tell me about their addiction to cigarettes? Like physically and emotionally?
sure, i'll tell you about it...
okay, i wake up in tha morning, first thing i think of is... my girlfriend, 2nd, i needa cigarette. when i dont have cigarettes i get really bitcxhy, and ill get mad at ppl very easy if they say sumthin stupid. ill go searching through tha whole house to find money for cigarettes, i have rolled pennies OVER 500 times for cigarettes in tha last year alone!
my addictions...
physically - just tha hand movement, i can easily substitute it with a pen, pencil, toothpick, etc. But, not all tha time, eventually i NEED that cig.
emotionally - EVERY time i gety stressed, i needa cig. well, maybe i dont NEED one, but my brain jus goes, cigarette! iono wut it is, or why it does it, but it jus does... driving down tha street, outta nowhere... CIGARETTE! and i light one up. no matter wut it is im doing, something inside me goes... CIGARETTE!!! and i have to light one up... if i dont have any, or tha money to get any, all hell breaks loose and im playin scavenger hunt for f***in change lol
okay, i wake up in tha morning, first thing i think of is... my girlfriend, 2nd, i needa cigarette. when i dont have cigarettes i get really bitcxhy, and ill get mad at ppl very easy if they say sumthin stupid. ill go searching through tha whole house to find money for cigarettes, i have rolled pennies OVER 500 times for cigarettes in tha last year alone!
my addictions...
physically - just tha hand movement, i can easily substitute it with a pen, pencil, toothpick, etc. But, not all tha time, eventually i NEED that cig.
emotionally - EVERY time i gety stressed, i needa cig. well, maybe i dont NEED one, but my brain jus goes, cigarette! iono wut it is, or why it does it, but it jus does... driving down tha street, outta nowhere... CIGARETTE! and i light one up. no matter wut it is im doing, something inside me goes... CIGARETTE!!! and i have to light one up... if i dont have any, or tha money to get any, all hell breaks loose and im playin scavenger hunt for f***in change lol
