the wife told me she was asked by a couple people by email and on the board how i am doing for those new here the wife is mistyeyes i am alright been taking sub and doing good on it still have pain but most days are good thursday was bad took me by surprise had real bad cravings kinda figured out then when the pain is bad the cravings are bad to the pain must be a trigger for me i guess along with the boss he makes me crave to thank god i am high on the food chain and my boss is the owner and on a bad day i can tell him to go f*** himself and not lose my job least something is going right lol hope you all are well atoz whats up man everyone take care and enjoy the clean time if you are not clean thats ok you will get there i did
Hey BA,
Glad to hear you're doing good and that the sub's working. I can see why a pain increase would be a psychological trigger because it would be like getting permission to use -- in my addict mind at least. It's still the first thing I think of when I get an injury....."What kind of pain medication could this justify"....I guess old habits, and old thinking, die hard. Hang in, M.
Glad to hear you're doing good and that the sub's working. I can see why a pain increase would be a psychological trigger because it would be like getting permission to use -- in my addict mind at least. It's still the first thing I think of when I get an injury....."What kind of pain medication could this justify"....I guess old habits, and old thinking, die hard. Hang in, M.
Hey BA - Pain is definitely a trigger because your mind is used to getting fed meds when there is pain. Hang in there. Hope you feel better. Sit back and watch the Eagles lose in 2 weeks. You will be able to hear the crying over the river...
thanks guys the pain is a b**** but nothing i can do about it now hope the docs who make all that money can figure something out
about the eagles well if they lose i wont be crying like college ball better but it would be nice for a change if they could win something
about the eagles well if they lose i wont be crying like college ball better but it would be nice for a change if they could win something
BA, you take suboxone or subutex?
Pats are gonna win the superbowl again, the rest are pretenders.
JohnDee
Pats are gonna win the superbowl again, the rest are pretenders.
JohnDee
They (Eagles) couldn't win at shooting fish in a barrel.
BA - I know how you feel. I have had 14 surgeries. I am trying to get by on advil...as needed. I don't like taking too much though. I try and exercise when I start to feel it come on. Of couse, I can't put on my jogging outfit at work.
BA - I know how you feel. I have had 14 surgeries. I am trying to get by on advil...as needed. I don't like taking too much though. I try and exercise when I start to feel it come on. Of couse, I can't put on my jogging outfit at work.
john i dont know about the pats my best guess is the steelers would be some s*** though if the eagles won doing the suboxone thats got the blocker in it right
eddie tried walking helped with the stress and killed my kness and ankles got my genes to thank for that all the men in the family had knees and hips replaced just great something to look forward to lol
eddie tried walking helped with the stress and killed my kness and ankles got my genes to thank for that all the men in the family had knees and hips replaced just great something to look forward to lol
Dear BA, it's so cool to hear how far you've come. It's also refreshing to see a nice couple like you and your wife.Good luck and congradulations on all your hard work. Love , Kat
Hey Eddie- How about those Cubs!
D - As Kelly Bundy would go....I don't like "Chick-a-go".
Good night and good luck!
Good night and good luck!
IM happy for you your an insperation to all of us the pain is a problem hope it gets better for you I havent been posting alot trying to find jop and spouse is having heart troble he has rumatrits arthrides and ierrtable bowel sndrome bi polar and now this goush hes driving me crazy and me being an addict does not help sun boy I wanted a pill we have them but my spouse says to me if your going to take them you will IM not hiding them you have the will you will not take them and I dont maybe its hard for people to believe but I have no desrie 99 per cent of the time and I remember the long recovery and work my soberity with grace and dignity yake care ba and misteyes love you both very much POOPIE
