I have written under different names here. It feels lonely now that no one writes frequently. I had a sober summer but still, I miss how pot was giving me a sense of purpose which wasnt so real but life seemed more meaningful I had quality times with myself I would workout get the best of my days. It so unfortunate that keeping the balance was impossible for me. I'm still trying to figure out what I have to do to have give meaning to my life.
So I'm so happy I stayed sober this month and I got lucky! I had given away my weed in summer to a friend and I know if I had it I woud use it so I'm happy that that friend didn't give me back that s***.
Today I learned something that I share here although I'm the only one who needs to hear it : its by maximizing your strength that you excel not by fixing your weakness. Which means I have to have a smart plan of what I should do with my time and energy. I should not focus on not using as my main goal.
Today I learned something that I share here although I'm the only one who needs to hear it : its by maximizing your strength that you excel not by fixing your weakness. Which means I have to have a smart plan of what I should do with my time and energy. I should not focus on not using as my main goal.
Still not using.
thank
