Something For U All!!!!!!!!!!&

I just wanted to say to everyone who has helped me the past couple of days that i Thank You all from the bottom of my heart.
I feel like i have been saying that all the time lately, but i know of no other words to express how i feel toward you all.

It has been tough and it has been harrd and the stuff in my life has made things unbearable at times and with the help of you all it has been alittle bit easier to handle everything. I dont think that all of you understand the depth of what im trying to say because i cant find the right words right now. I have been sitting here reading all the post for the last few , and i just wanted the chance to say that each and every one of you have a speacial place in my heart this x-mas.!!

I have not yet given up , because i know in my heart that it would be the wrong thing to do, but boy, oh boy, am i close. But because of the words of help and encouragement you all have made me for one a better person and a stronger one.(thats for sure.)

My fiancee was saying tonight that i look so upset and cry so much the past few days and when i get off the computer i look better. He also, would like me to say thank you from him for helping out his princess!!! Im sorry if it dosnt make alot of sence , what im writing, because the tears wont stop right now.
Im not asking for pitty, just alittle emotional thats all. It comes with the territory i guess. Or so i have been told. But in know that it will get better and easier in time and thats what i need now, TIME!! Remember the old saying...time will heal all.... Well, one day soon i will be on that track.

Anyway, i dont want to make this to long, just wanted to say it one more time...THANK YOU ALL. AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL.


P.s. this message is for everyone. Everyone who has held out there hand and touched me in a way that i never new i could be touched. There are so many names i cant even remember one right now and i dont want to leave anyone out.


Your Friend For Life, Christina
Sorry it got so long, i just re-read it and realized i realy made that a long thread. Oh, well, i said what i needed to get out.


Christina
Christina, we all love you and are here to support you...
Thanks Danny, by the way, thanks for the input in the whole friend with the xanax problom. You are wonderful.!!


Christina
Christina, you already know that I LOVE YA!! take care always...
Christina-

I've read youre posts and you are such a sweet person. Also a very good friend. You stuck by your friend Mitzy, through thick and thin. I admire that. You are a good person. I wish you all the luck on your path to recovery.

Love,
Marie
Thanks mitzy...and marie, that was nice of you to say. If i could give back one ounce of what all of you have given me i would realy be feeling better. but one day, i know i will!!

Christina(friend)
Atleast some people stick by me!! Thanks friends...
Hey...don't apologize for the long thread...obviously you needed to talk and hopefully you feel a lil' better...

We're all in this together, sweetie. Reading your posts has helped me, and I just wanted you to know that...

Sleep well tonight...

(A Verry Merry Christmas to you and yours too!)

Jen
Mitzy,

Can we please start over? I realize that you have ALOT on your plate right now and its not my business what you do in your personal life. I'm very sorry if I offended you, we are supposed to be here to support each other and thats what I would like to do. Can we call a truce? Have a nice night.

Love,
Marie
Sharon, i can do that no problem!! I appriciate the truce, after all we all have issues and we all need each others support and all, have a great nite Sharon ...

Mitzy -

I think you confused me with Sharon - this is Marie - I'm the one who asked to start over. Read the post again:o)

Love,
Marie
Opps , sorry i am very tired tonite, my bad. and i was thinking that was really nice of her, hehe... yes maria of course we can start over sweetie... after all what we are herefor?, to love one another....

how is your night going?, mine is CRAZY!! my kids are running around like crazy kids do, hehe and they are also watching the santa clause, so thats what i am up to this fine night...
Hi Christina - I wish you the best!

Danny - I was reading the other site. Good job with Paul! You have been helping a lot!
R-U still with us Maria:)???
Mitzy,

My night is fine now that the kids are asleep. My day was crazy - I had my 1yr old grandaughter, Kylee here with me today - she was into EVERYTHING and running around like CRAZY. She barely even took a nap!! Boy, I'm pooped. It's nice to be able to spoil her and then send her home to her mom though lol

Love,
Marie
HI thanks for writting back, and btw aint that the truth about spoiling them and sending them back, hehe.... now imagine if u will having twin girls running around all day a fiting, biting, ext.. that is a tipical life in Mitzys shoes, hehe..

well take care and take it easy, the holidays are sooo stressful, can you believe i have no one gift under the tree, OMG i need to get my butt in gear and go, i just am not really feeling well these days, so... i will start this weekend, last min this is gonna suck! take care and i hope you get a good night rest....