Stark Realisation

Yep, is does take what it takes, and I believe that I had to do every amount of drinking and drugging I did to get to the Program at age 44...I got a Big Book before I was ready to get sober way back when, and one night while drinking I poured beer on it and threw it out, I'll show those GD Alcoholics I thought....I tossed it after I read the part about the different types of drinkers ~ I was convinced (and trying to convince those around me) that I was just a heavy drinker not an alcoholic! Today I am a grateful alcoholic!