hey guys
hello everyone,dont know how but im still going,43 days,i wish i could say its getting easierbut right now im not sure it is,why though does any one know,every other time ive given in long before now,cos i couldnt handle the tthings in my head,now im thinking does it go away,if it doesnt how can i deal with it ,without thinking f*k it im not getting anywhere any way.i dont want to use any more ,i want to do this,but i just feel after fighting for 43 days,my head is still stuck on day one
seren
S,
You may feel stuck but the more you move forward the better off you will be so stop thinking about day one and think about day now and celibrate the fact that you made it one more day without using.....that in it self is cause for celibration. You can make it this time just like you could have made it all the times before as long as you continue in your commitment not to use. All the best to you in this continued struggle called addiction!
You may feel stuck but the more you move forward the better off you will be so stop thinking about day one and think about day now and celibrate the fact that you made it one more day without using.....that in it self is cause for celibration. You can make it this time just like you could have made it all the times before as long as you continue in your commitment not to use. All the best to you in this continued struggle called addiction!
You're doing great Seren! One day at a time and look how far you've come! Yay you!
Maddy x
Maddy x
..Seren..
..You got so used to living your days using heroin that you forgot wot lifes like to live without it ?..can you remember wot life was like before you started using..days that were good days that were bad and days that was just totally mundane..then along came mr brown and changed how you lived life..now your back to where you was before brown came along and feel stuck in which way to go..life does change for us when we stop using but we still have to deal with wot life throws at us just as it did before we started using..the only thing thats changed is that your back in control of your life..but we all live different lives and all have good/bad/mediocre days..but we're all equal in being off heroin and that beats anything i could wish for..your doing so well seren and don't give up the fight to own your life..take care..Robbie..
..You got so used to living your days using heroin that you forgot wot lifes like to live without it ?..can you remember wot life was like before you started using..days that were good days that were bad and days that was just totally mundane..then along came mr brown and changed how you lived life..now your back to where you was before brown came along and feel stuck in which way to go..life does change for us when we stop using but we still have to deal with wot life throws at us just as it did before we started using..the only thing thats changed is that your back in control of your life..but we all live different lives and all have good/bad/mediocre days..but we're all equal in being off heroin and that beats anything i could wish for..your doing so well seren and don't give up the fight to own your life..take care..Robbie..
Seren....smack became yer life for many years...so now yer off and fairplay to ya....all yer brain is saying is wheres the smack it took awhile ti get a habit its gonna take a bit longer for you to rid yerself of the thoughts of doin the drug.I pull no punches the thoughts may be there for a very long time but now youve got a life full stop!!!!!try to do other stuff ...i know ya got kids so time to yerself is hard but yer doin so well nearly 2mnth.off it but as Darin said just count the days.Take care ......Davey
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seren, that's fabulous, Sister. Ya got 43 days in. That's huge.
Echoing what everybody else said. HABIT. Ya lived that way for so long. It's what we do. When stress comes up or we have a sad day. Plus, babes your chemicals ain't all back right yet. It takes time.
KEEP GOING. Count them days. Keep ticking, Seren. Certain milestones too that are harder than others. Just my thoughts anyway. You're getting past them.
I'm a broken record, but can ya get some Omega 3? That fish oil stuff. Get some B-Complex too. Honestly it helps. You've been really brave Seren. Good on you! I'm so proud.
Seren, that's fabulous, Sister. Ya got 43 days in. That's huge.
Echoing what everybody else said. HABIT. Ya lived that way for so long. It's what we do. When stress comes up or we have a sad day. Plus, babes your chemicals ain't all back right yet. It takes time.
KEEP GOING. Count them days. Keep ticking, Seren. Certain milestones too that are harder than others. Just my thoughts anyway. You're getting past them.
I'm a broken record, but can ya get some Omega 3? That fish oil stuff. Get some B-Complex too. Honestly it helps. You've been really brave Seren. Good on you! I'm so proud.
